IT'S ALL ABOUT ATTITUDE.

2010-01-22T03:25:00.000-08:00

wtf! just saw a video posted by a friend of mine regarding a china bitch torturing and killed process of a poor little cat. fuck off! ain't stray animals living thing too? retribution will fall on you china bitch! after watching the video, and now, there are stray cats down-stair fighting. stray animals are just so adorable and pity. sometimes, there's people who sick-treats them. come on! think! what if you're the one being treated this way! how will you feel? you don't feel good either right? animals also have feeling. their blood flowing, heart pumping, organs functioning, feeling hungry, sad, angry, just like how we humans live, and just that they can't communicate with us. living things is still living things after all. it's still a precious life.
in times, people have to go through hardship before they can be awake. thinking through " why did i do this and that in the first place? " and only regretful when they encounter. just like me. i had been going thorough the process of feeling guilty after doing things that i will feel regretful. the feeling is so strong that tears can be uncontrollable. but live still have to go on. i just have to remind myself not to repeat the same old mistakes again. but sometimes, things are beyond our control. what we think and what we do often don't relate. life is cruel. nothing is perfect in this world.
so we got to cherish what we have. be grateful for what you have. don't be envy of others of what you don't have while others have. what you don't have might be because of your previous life? though i don't know actually if doing good deeds will have repay, but helping people sometimes, we ourselves will feel happier.
hao ren you hao bao.
i love my families;
i love my friends;
i love my life;
i love my place;
i love my school;
i love my pets;
i love stray animals;
i love those elderly;
we have to try loving things around us. love the bad and good points of every single things. but in the first place, love yourselves before people can loves you.
and of course, pity those people that are unfortunate. help people who are in need.
this is how i can feel better.

2010-01-01T02:54:00.000-08:00

a brand new year is here.
happy 2010!!!
enjoy partying and the craziness people!
first post of the year.
firstly, what i am going to do is.......

happy 21st birthday to WenQi.Jan =) finally you reached this stage.

and, i am home staying instead of being outside with friends celebrating, partying.
this isn't the kind of lifestyle i used to have. omg! all changing~
but, it's a good experience too :D

school reopening in 3 days.

2009-12-29T00:00:00.000-08:00

another day just tick off in a blink. had been staying home the whole day watching show and munching on chips. i bet this term break, it's time for me to put on some weight on my not enough fat's face. and of course, i am so scare that my tummy is gaining weights too! omg! that's just damn scary T.T

cruel temptation is going into climax right now. oh man! i hate timid and bastard guy! only know how to spend father's money and brainless. omg! seriously, is there really guy out there like him? fuck!

ahhhhhhhhhh~ i want to go out!
thinking of where to enjoy but don't wish to spend too much. oh man! this is damn frustrating! and, my mind is in a whirl now!
2 more days to a brand new year.
a brand new me.
that's what i hope.

2009-12-28T02:04:00.000-08:00

it's already this kind of moment. 28 december 2009! 3 more days before another year starts counting. as usual, i would say a year of time just tick off in a moment of time. currently, i am having my 2 weeks term break and one week just passed. haven't been doing much thing except tuesday and thursday usual training in school, monday celebrated zonghui's 19th birthday and lastly ton through the night at a friend house.

life is still as usual. i wouldn't say i have any up and downs as life is kind of dull sometimes. though holidays we can slack through the day without facing any reports, tests, assignments, lab work and lectures, but it's too boring having to go out play around and spend away hard-earned money on rubbish stuffs. schooling and holidays have its pros and cons. how i wish now, school to starts somehow.

omg! why can't people just get satisfy with things they have now rather than feeling the heartache when it's gone. humans are all selfish and fickle-minded. and i am one of how they react too. that's human.

2009-12-23T02:09:00.000-08:00

weather is damn cold today!
training on tuesday, which means awhile ago only, was fun! recently training session with mr teo is damn fun! awesome! though it's tiring, but no one will get neglected. he gave a thought for people who are not in the main 7 peoples. mr teo rocks! =)
and of course, bec, who partnered me everytime rocks too! team-ing up with her is fun. among those people that i partner before, i felt most comfortable with her man.
perhaps i see some small improvements in myself. plus the encouragement she gave, giving me the confident, i find that perhaps i can do it too, if i put in more efforts.

anyway, celebrated zhihao's birthday just now. just a simple surprised birthday cake. and i guess he was really surprised by us. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
and, regina is persuading me to club tomorrow. hais!
and photos cannot be uploaded as my adapter is faulty!!! T.T

2009-12-04T02:14:00.000-08:00

seriously, time flies! it's hitting week 8 in few days time. and a week to common test. currently on hand are 2 pic reports due on 9th december, sp ppt presentation on the same day, maths assignment on monday. everything due on the same week.
school is so so dry~

anyway, came to update because i dont know what to handle. a day is kind of torture to me already. and it's hitting the 3rd or 4th days and still acting weird. i am so not use to it at all. when will this kind of days end? although people find that things will turn out good after this week. but i doubt so.
seriously, i am wondering what really happened that things turn out this way. i am totally clueless! what should i know so that i can know what's really happening? i really need some stuffs that are interesting to keep me occupied. i wanted movie tomorrow! tanzonghui!!! hais! keep bastard me! birthday bastard me! movie also! waaaaaaa~ though he dont know i am saying him here. MUHAHAHAHAH!
got to force him to movie-ing with me tomorrow =)

nights

my favourite doubles partner right now =)

some random photos for my birhtday celebration with badminton team =)

just a few randoms.
will try to upload when i got the pictures up my laptop =)

and lastly, happy sweet 18th to DANIAL!

2009-11-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

opening the website for my blog, it's been a month a day since i last updated this blog of mine. it's not that there are no events going on, but would say rather lazy to type? HAHAHAHA! today is the second day of sitex and also my first day working. asus is quite a good brand, but too bad! my location suck! ended work earlier as i am too tired. 3 hours of sleep before work, and it's crazy for sure. LOL!

common test period is coming near. 2 more weeks only~
and it means that my birthday is coming too~ HEHEHE! celebrating belated 21st at my house on the 5th. :) i am kind of exciting now. HOHO!
as for tests, it's kinda scary~ modules for this semester is so so so dry!!!
though last semester is tough but interesting. everything is going well now and hope it continues the way it is.

families always come first. don't neglect them. cherish what we have.
LOVES!

HAPPY 22ND miss bai =)

2009-10-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

feeling so vexed right now. i am tired, but i don't wish to turn in. i am craving for foods. gastric pain may come anytime. coughing and sore throat at this moment. when can it just leave me alone so that i won't suffer the whole day. all the unhappiness just come in a row. i felt like crying out loud. listen to the music and fall asleep without noticing. quarreled with JS just now. and when i saw him, the sentence he said flashes inside my head. although he doesn't know about it.

2009-10-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

alright. here i am to post =D

recent activities were all playing badminton in school. 4 consecutive days already. it is tiring but fun. i find myself improving by little? and of course, being with them is fun! just like being with the cpt :) although travelling to nyp is really long, but it is worth in some sense too. HOHOHO!

anyway, school is starting soon in 3 days time. time really flies. i seen my semester timetable already. i cannot imagine myself having nothing to do with 3 hours break on the first day. from 8AM all the way to 8.30PM. i seriously cannot imagine that. and we should be having a day off due to the night class which every single friend of mine told me, but why i don't have?!

okay. just a short post today. nights :)

2009-10-09T01:34:00.000-07:00

alright. it's been a week since i last updated. school is going to start less than 2 weeks. badminton camp is over. though it's tough but it's definitely an awesome one. i guess now, the team is actually more bonded up than before. having to know more about the team-mates, regardless good or bad. they're awesome =)
photo are to be uploaded soon when i got it from our big photographer vinson :)

the class chalet was being cancelled dues to some unpaid amount by some of the peoples. seriously, i don't understand why is it so difficult for them to transfer money so as the activities can go smoothly? since the agreement is done, why not just follow it? okay. no point getting pissed over this too i guess. it doesn't really make a different now. anyway, polite is drawing near. it actually fall on the second day of school re-open! and my time-table is out too. frankly speaking, the timetable totally cannot make it. as usual, night class again on the first day of each week. but, the worse is the timing is being drag, and the in between breaks is seriously damn long. 3 hours of break! it's utterly shit! i can't imagine myself stoning for so long!

Happy 21st PEISI =)

2009-09-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

alright. 6 days since last update was done. it's not as if i have no time but laziness causes all the lack of updating. HEHE!
time flies and holiday is drawing to an end soon in less than a month time, or exactly a month? okay, kinda lost track of time. recent activities were almost school for training, badminton, mahjong with families, home-staying, sleeping and anime-ing. some upcoming events like peihong and peisi's 21st celebration, 3days2nights badminton camp held in school and lastly our long waited cpt0806 class chalet!!! =)
but all this events don't allow my pocket to have any peace. seriously, my first time ever being so broke. i never been so penniless in my lifetime! i wanted to work so as i have some income to self-support my own entertainments, but time don't allow me to do so.

jiayou cuiwen :)
anyway, i love my families!

2009-09-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

alright. finally the nightmares are over, the stone are off my chest. =)
and now, i got to focus more on the money issue. this is the first time ever i got so broke. all the 21st are popping off from nowhere and it's suffocating. hais!
no use brooding over it. first of all is to work!
seriously, i don't have the mood to blog too. that's all then. i am only here to rant~
so frustrating because of the internet speed being so slow! arrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!

happy 21st zhenrong!
happy 22nd siwei!
happy 23rd maogui!

2009-09-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

alright. i am here to update again. =D
it's only 4 days since i last updated. perhaps i am really too free. anyway, i had been turning in late since the vacation started on 2nd September, which is like how weeks ago? HAHA! watched blood ties with wayne at causeway point. i browse through the review of people who had watched it. perhaps to them it's a pretty nice show, but to me, seriously, it's only average~ >.<

edison's house (right)

my creation (top)

seriously, the photos are in a big mess. this is definitely the first and last time i try to be act clever by changing the way the photo should be! omg! it's so messy~

anyway, it's quack 23rd birthday tomorrow. should i go for the yuki yaki's gathering with them? since i am moving house soon, and it's kinda possible for me to see them anymore except any gathering. should i go?! pondering...

2009-09-14T20:31:00.000-07:00

alright. the 4 days of torturing finally come to an end yesterday. seriously, this is my first time selling acer, and i am sure that it's also my last time too! acer is so damn hard to sell! although the cheap is real low having very good specifications, it doesn't mean that consumers will purchase. they don't really have very good confidence in acer as it broke down so oftenly.

although there are consumers who purchases from us, but my sales really can't make it. 4 days and i only managed to sold out 19 sets in total. seriously, it's my ever worse show before! but the days are over :)

and of course, i get to know 2 friends of the name wayne and jowell. both are from np, and also staying in the west side as us. so, can meet up more frequently =D

what is he doing?

unglam of heng :)

saw how packed it is?

and of course my bao bei :)

tomorrow, badminton training will resume as usual. after one hell, another one comes. HAHAHA!

time to enjoy myself alittle longer before i head for the interview before any start of work.

2009-09-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

alright. first of all, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY RALPH LOH DA XIONG! hahahaha!

yesterday, attended mui's 21st belated celebration over at her house. it's damn hot and packed with peoples over there. she really do have lots of relatives. HAHA! and it's the first time i saw her putting on make-up and seeing her in that kind of dressing. it's kinda gorgeous except that her make-up was alittle too thick. LOL! sorry yeah >.<

happy belated 21st HONEY evaine lye! :)

camwhored, chit-chatting, eating, pokercard-ing and mui send us all home. another first time. don't see her so peanut size. she can DRIVE!!! HOHOHO! first thing first was to send qun en back first. whampoa road. where the hell is that? LOL! i doubt anyone ever heard of that too. the road there was complicated. figured quite long before they managed to send in back. HAHA! then follow by bao, me then hj.

anyway, i skipped today's working. i am so apologetic! as yesterday, i drank wine plus almost the 10 slices of cakes plus sleeping damn late, i have gotten headache in the morning and so i skipped it. sorry vivian >.<>

some photos :)

badminton tomorrow in NYP and product training with cs, cp, clement, wendy, zy, jesslyn :)

tuesday might be having gathering with guoqiang they all :)

thursday-sunday IT FAIR :)

2009-09-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

alright. time for some updating since exam's over~ HURRAY!!!

regarding the paper, i can only leave it to fate and pray since i can't do anything to my result. i only hope for ALL PASS.

yesterday, headed town after our hmt paper and settle our lunch in a hongkong cafe. as some wanted to catch final destination 3D, we went to check out for timeslot. i am actually fine with it as i never watch any 3D show before. okay! i am quite mountain turtle in this. HEHE!

but, 3D movie doesn't come with any student price. so eventually, so backed-out due to the price. since singapore is so bored with no entertainment, movie is our only choice in the afternoon. so, movie changed to "The Proposal". this show is a must watch, worth watch awesome show :)

after movie was terrible. the day was still young! though we were really tired due to the insufficient sleep, but, how can we miss out the day out when exam is over! then i suggested some activities like bowling, pool, L4D etc. ended up, as there's more guys than girls, and guys love gaming, L4D! seriously, i totally can't catch anything regarding lan-gaming. although jiamin tried explaining to me, and i slowly had a grip of it, but i am still damn slow in reacting. i have very slow reaction in thing, so spare me! i asked for exchange with weishan since she wasn't doing anything other than sitting there looking at us. i knew it's bored there, as i experienced it after i stop gaming. 2 hours passed, tired and hungry. so we head for dinner at botak jones and home sweet home.

anyway, tomorrow heading funan IT mall for acer product training with clement, chenpeng and cheesiong. heng, andersen, rein, ziyan, dickson, zhenrong and also jesslyn will also be there too!

then saturday will be a trip to jurong island follow by evaine belated 21st celebration at her house. it's damn long since i last saw her, huijun, bao, suting, peihong and guoyi. photophoto and gathering :) LOVES

plus this blog had been pretty wordy recently. some photos up now!

see the height differences?! argggghhhh!

L4D :)

does he look like a DAO CAO REN? HAHAHAHAHAHA!

she's so fierce! ~.~

hyper potential =)

benben :)

my all time cam-whore partner ralphy daxiong

super overdue webcam with vivian

defintely a own photo is a must for my own blog yeah :)

photographer vinson!

but but not least,

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY KENG GUAN!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MR ANDERSEN CHUNG!!

2009-08-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

alright. a week passed since the last updates. this week was studying week before the final examination begins. maths, follow by fpm and lastly hmt. i went to school on wednesday for hmt lab review. head for jack's place with cp, cs and gessle at bukit panjang plaza.

today was simple. i went to GLS building to service my phone. but a proof receipt is needed. so i did not service mine. i scare that the receipt is gone. HOHO! serviced soontat's phone only =.="

5 more days before it begins. all the best guys :)

hmt tomorrow 9am!

2009-08-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

alright. it's been quite a while since i last updated. had been kinda lazy to blog too. school had been quite a frustration. had thermo final paper just now. due to last minute work, so i got no choice but to stay up the night to go through the tutorial questions. there is far too much things needed to be stored inside the small brain of mine. i don't know if i could pass the paper. too many mistakes!

hopefully tomorrow REE, i can pull through and obtain better grades. most importantly, FPM is the most deadly module for now. i cannot afford to carry module. wish me luck peeps :D

all the best for tomorrow paper CPT students :)

we'll pull through together!

anyway, orphan is a awesome show. whoever who craves for movie but have no either what to watch, give it a watch. it's a unexpectedly one.

and updates will be on whenever i am free. stay tune =)

2009-07-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

alright. exam period is drawing nearer and nearer. i still have piles of schoolwork which need to be completed but still untouch. at the same time, i felt myself getting sick soon. there's so many things to do yet i wasn't in the right mood. i don't felt like doing anything except sitting down to rest. i am having slight aching over my leg and arm. perhaps the lack of exercising during the extended week causes my muscles to not being to adapt. HAHAHA! though training is back, but it crashes with so much stuffs. now, i am just hoping that i am able to withstand the stresses and tiredness.

though it ain't going to be easy, but i can't do anything but just take it.

2009-07-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

alright. schedule had been pretty tight recently. study and badminton. i need some personal time for breather without any activities, any stresses, any reports. we have tons of reports which need to be submitted within week 15 and 16. then week 17, we still have to mug for thermo last paper plus REE haven't had finalise whether when our paper will be held on. hey! this is so crazy. i need to sleep! i doesn't have sufficient rest for the past one week since school re-opens, and also my classmates too. i am now taking precaution so as illness does not cling onto me. LOL!

i got to drink lots of water and stay faraway from sick people. >.<

jiayou cuiwen! jiayou cp0806C3 :)

anyway, haven't been heading home with classmates recently. i felt so bad! not being to bond with them. and, i guess yesterday, i was a little attitude towards clement. re-calling it, i felt so bad. SORRY CLEMENT! though i doubt you will browse through blogs. LOL! :)

okay. i got to continue stuffing my meant to be dinner into my stomach before i turn in. T.T

damn it! i shouldn't have eaten that gigantic bowl of noodle in school just now! regretful!

2009-07-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

alright. tons of work needs to be completed.
HMT report, 2 FPM reports, SP powerpoint slides and report. hey! this is crazy okay. right after common test, we still have so much things need to be completed. then week 15 we have presentation for SP, week 16 thermo paper plus week 17 ree paper. holy-crap!
anyway, next week, i will be officially in the team. hope it won't be like last year again. in and suddenly trial and gone. HAHAHA!
i have bunch of nice team-mates :)

i am not in the mood to do anything. i need to sort out my thinking before things turn out unexpectedly. questions asked, but i have no idea why i am acting abnormally. perhaps, just let it be...

2009-07-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

alright. seriously, i didn't know what to say too.

things really ain't going the way it should go. the moment i stepped into the house, daddy had bad news for me. perhaps it affects me more than it affect them. i don't wish to move. i am so used to the environment here. who knows what kind of life it is to move. it's not that i hate daddy or what. i do love him. but, i am really so annoyed by the way he does thing. he never spare a thought for granny and me but only for the sake of himself. i really dislike this kind of life he live.

i felt so despair. why would thing turn out this way?

anyway, today i have gotten all the results. i managed to pass my maths paper. i was so delighted! but the news from daddy really spoil the mood i have.

i really need to cool down alittle. brooding over it doesn't help much. though life still have to continue but please allow me to stay this way just for today, for now. i really hope time could freeze for now because i really love the way my life is.

i am starting to waver.

i am totally clueless in how you think.

the feeling of emptiness is filling up to the brim.

i have no one to confine in when things are getting out of reach.

where were you when i need you most?

you don't give a damn in how i feel.

so, do i still have to continue being a fool waiting?

i guess not anymore.

2009-07-11T03:26:00.000-07:00

alright. CT is over. finally can relax and chill a little.
during the CT period, other than books, it is still books. everyday have to stay up till 4am plus to finish up the remainder stuffs before i can set myself to bed.
but, finally it's over! :)
i can be happy for the time being. when the result is known, HAHAHA! that's different situation already. for sure, i will flunk my maths and fpm. fpm was really nonsense. can you imagine the whole of the lecture groups can't finish the paper? and the paper was a total rubbish. all killer questions! there is no question where i know how to do or even completed. i am in deep shit!

but, no matter how depressed we are, life still have to go on. earth is still turning and time wouldn't stop for us.
we went out for some mini-gathering named
"celebration for the failure of FPM" HAHAHA!
being with the class was funfunfun. we wanted to have pasta-mania at causeway point as kinah can only eat certain foods. we sat down when we reached, but after considering for minutes, they back-out and wanted to eat Seoul garden instead of pasta. fine. we took off and head for SG. but, the student offer ends at 4pm while the time we reached was nearly minutes to 5pm. so we settled at breeks since there's still student offers available and the price was reasonable.
dinner settled and we headed for some entertainment!
so lucky that time-zone was having a promotion of purchasing $20 and getting another free $20! :)
very worth it yeah? so, we forked out 2bucks each and played like crazy bunch :)

i went back to school for some sweat :)
it's been quite awhile since i last touches badminton. HAHAHA!
as usual MacDonald after playing and home sweet home.
later, heading for see goon's 21st celebration at a clubhouse somewhere near lakeside.
and badminton in school tomorrow afternoon. wan wen will be here to join me too :)
so long since we last played! looking forward to it.

night peeps.

i am off to bed.

it is so late right now!

OMG~

i miss you :)

2009-07-09T01:13:00.000-07:00

alright. 2 papers down and 1 more to goooo~ :)
friday is the day =D
seriously, i got far too much overdued photo. so now, enjoy the photo :)

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!!!

on the way home.

can see that i am slightly more tanned? :)

the 3s~

hey vivian. no unglam photo :)

anyway, supper with the usual.

arnold mistaken HIM as a SHE. >.<

i love this :)

effect was awesome!

bukit timah hill climb in the middle of the night!

nothing can be seen before the help of cs's torchlight!

artistic photo by vinson :)

thanks! i love it!

step 1

step 2

final product.

thanks irene :)

the sentosa's trip on saturday.

couple bickering.

can you imagine how hot and sunny that day is? HAHAHA!

a scissor found in the middle of nowhere deep down the sand. oMG!

buried you!!!

emperor life.

too fake yeah?

SEE! i was trying to accomodate with her height.

MUHAHAHAHAHA!

the natural reaction when sand was fed.

nice yeah liching? HAHAHA!

professional photographer at the back :)

being forced to take gay's posture.

nice effect :)

see how black i am getting!

but, too bad! i got an uneven tone right now. shit!

taken with vinson the photographer :)

it's snowing. LOL~

can see the differences? HAHAHA!

jason look like an teddy bear.

time really flies. CT is drawing to an end soon. the toughest paper on friday. please~

hope i can pass, and i am satisfy =)

i don't ask for more than i can accept.

maths as usual flunk. hmt paper and CA quite alright too.

after CT, got to concentrate on SP4~ i hate presentation and report. the forever untouch bunch we have to go through for the next 1 and a half year.

and, nyp open is round the corner too! but wanwen was injured. i doubt we can play~ but, speedy recovery alright :D

okay. got to go!

ps: my face is peeling off like an snake T.T

we should really talk.

take care.

2009-07-07T02:48:00.000-07:00

alright. perhaps after the CT, then will the photo be uploaded. HEHE!

i am damn lazy when comes to typing. let alone waiting for the photo to be uploaded. >_<

in few hours time, there comes the start of the first paper MATHs! of course, that's still my weakest link. then follow by HMT in the afternoon.

speaking about tests, up till now, i still don't have the mood to study, but HMT was exception. i don't know why i love that module. HEHE! :)

jiayou cui wen :)

my skin is starting to peel off little by little.

HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY HANG BING ZHOU :)

NEVER WILL I EVER FORGET YOUR BIRTHDAY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE YEAH.

hehe! old liao old liao. stepping into the world of 20. welcome aboard. LOL!

getting from bad to worse.

it's either i think too much,

or it's the fact.

we're getting far apart,

which i don't look forward to.

either i stop,

or continue to be this way,

which i find being so irritating and annoying.

will i missed it again?

like what i was years back?

hahaha.

i don't know.

i don't have the courage to face reality.

2009-07-05T16:22:00.000-07:00

alright. here to update (:
3 days never update and there's people asking me to update update and update. HAHAHA!
anyway, went to sentosa yesterday with the badminton team. on thursday, because i went supper with arnold, cs and ralph, so i only slept for 2hours plus then awake for online lesson. then friday, i slept for like 4 hours plus and head for sentosa. this is crazy can! but i got it all back today. i slept for 15 hours :)
sentosa was quite alright. got myself burned all over the body. i should had heeded jiewei and liching's advice by putting on sunblock lotion. HAHAHA! retribution now. T.T the pain is so unbearable when the body lotion wear off. i got to go grab an cooling lotion as jimmy said it can ease the pain.

anyway, lots of photo was taken. but i haven't receive all from vivian.
stay tune to attitudefreak0the-me.blogspot.com for more updates :)

happy 18th birthday wan wen! muacks!

i don't know what to say.

but,

it is definitely not something i would want this way.

not much conversation can be done.

i can only wait,

wait,

and still wait.

it is not something fun.

2009-07-01T15:45:00.000-07:00

alright. i am here to update (:

another new start of the month. HAIS! time is flying too fast~

recently, no much activities going on. monday i think i went to AMK library with friends to study, but i wasn't studying. HAHA! dinner outside, but supper with cs, arnold, ws and ralphy at woodland around 3plus. asked ralph to piggyback me from the coffee-shop all the way back to arnold's car. he was panting when he's back into the car. HOHOHO!

we had fun chit-chatting. please pass your tp on 17th july yeah?! so that we can go find arnold instead of him coming all the way from bedok to cck yeah? :)

i only remember sleeping at 6am, waking up at 11+ and i got to hed for dover. as usual, i was late, but, hazhim was even later than me. muhahahahaha! then meet syafiq for dinner at clementi. once again, hazhim was damn slow again! he's playing singles with jeremy while everyone was done bathing waiting for him to be ready. he still went to bath somemore, plus jason ask him to take his time because "bathing meant to be enjoying and relaxing yourselves right?" and he really heed his advice and BATH SLOWLY~

though it's alright for me la. HAHAH! foods at clementi was nice. but the portion was too big that i finished the rice, but the chicken still have big left-over. head home after dinner. :)

some overdue photo during the outing on saturday :D

fortunate (:

gosh!

i got good skill yeah? :)

kinah!!!

2009-06-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

alright. at this kind of time, i shouldn't be awake. but, i just reached home not long ago. i went to watch transformer with the badminton team. the movie was really awesome! bumble bee~ it was so so so cute! HEHEE!

sorry class. i meant to watch it with you guys. but, sufi never even ask if you guys are free on saturday so that we can watch it together. damnit lor! sian!

after that, we actually wanted to head home but hazhim asked if we wanted to hang out. so, vivian and i decided to stay out and play through the night :)

i wanted to try out L4D but e-max was closed. arcade was closed too. so, i decided to catch another movie "ghosts of girlfriends past". many people told me that the movie was worth its price. then i decided to buy the 340am timeslot with just me, vivian and hazhim. but ended up we have shanny, liching, jiewei and david joining us! HAHAHAH! this wasn't a plot okay. we didn't have any agreement. we thought that the rest was already home by the time but jiewei message vivian or something and this is how they happen to join us for the show. awwww~ the telepathy we have? HAHAHAH! okay. i know it's alittle disgusting but bear with me :)

finished the show at about 530. took the train towards marina bay and bound back. i went to cck's macdonald to grab breakfast for granny and home sweet home!

ohyah! the rest are heading for badminton in school later! i have a bunch of crazy friends uh?!!! HAHAHAH! enjoy your play! :)

i enjoyed the night out with you people. it's fun! organise outing soon :D

photos to be uploaded when i receive from vivian :)

take care girl. you know who i mean yeah?!

and and, my blog is still alive!!! i got do updating de hor.

2009-06-26T00:19:00.000-07:00

alright. seriously, i am damn lazy to blog. because, i am lazy to upload photos! a blog without photo is so dead~ but, because there's people saying how deadly my blog is, i am here :)

anyway, had been playing badminton in school for the past few days. now, i am aching all over due to the squat footwork and half-squat for 8minutes. that's actually the toughest thing i had done in my life. =.= though it sound abit exaggerating, but it's true. HAHAHAA!

and, school had been extended to 6th july, common test had been postponed to the week after we school reopen. though it's a good ocassion to celebrate, but still have to mug for exams. this semester damn slack! i haven't really touch on any revision. i don't wish to fail, but i am having holiday mood. awwww~ so frustrating can!

class outing wasn't that smooth too! still haven't decide on the date to watch. but, now they're suggesting buffet! ahhhh! my appetite is still the lousy weak want. i am my appetite back, and i want to watch transformer and ghost of gf's past!

more photo to be up. stay tune :)

updated already hor. it's not dead yet! revive! muhahahahaha!

anyway, i get to know quite a couple of new friends. nice to meet you guys.

2009-06-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

alright. 5 days since i last updated. HOHOHO! i am so so so lazy to do all the updating. =.=

since i am so free today, i am here.

since the start of the so call "study break", i had been playing badminton for four consecutive days and also MacDonald's too! so sick of it right now. get to know new friends, and of course better bonding too. :D

got to start doing revision soon. i don't wish to fail~

i failed the fpm quiz! omg la! T.T i have no idea if my thermo and ree can pass anot. even if i pass, it's all the D for sure. hais! jiayous cuiwen :)

anyway, tomorrow heading for carol's 21st celebration, then the following day is relatives wedding dinner. this week is a damn fulfilling week. exercise and other activities. but, leaving granny home alone everyday is so bad! i am only home at around 12 for the past 4 days. bad bad bad! T.T lucky today i didn't agreed to go anywhere, so i can spend my day home and have some rest too. HEHE! okay. byebye peeps!

2009-06-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

alright. finally it reaches the stage of study weeks. time flies so fast as usual. but when you're working, time seems to be stopping. i went to work as usual for IT fair. as usual the fuckup company again. if i know it in the first place that i am helping that company out, i will definitely reject! but when i get to know about it, it's too late! i already agreed to work! this really pissed me off. after going through yesterday, it really pissed me off far than the one i had during march. commission sucks, IC sucks! how could a IC quarrelled with customer when the customer is the consumers who bring sales to us? wtf right?! without them, you think you can surviver fucker?! scram off and don't ever let me see you again shorty!

hmm. okay. i shall not talk about it anymore. the more i typed, i more i felt like throwing stone at that IC. even worse than the previous one. shit!

thermo, REE and CA reports need to be handed by the coming week. i haven't even touches anything. holiday mood! :)

tuesday dover, saturday ECP, sunday relative wedding dinner. i still need to study for common tests too. maths and hmt clash! it falls on the same day. ahhhhhhh! thinking of all the calculation makes me crazy. HAHAHAH! anyway, had fun with my class on friday. went to watch drag me to hell. it is nice to me. cine sound system really power. nearly blast my ear-drum out. finally saw a movie that has unexpected scenes. you guys can give it a try if you have the craving for some movie :)

2009-06-13T00:56:00.000-07:00

alright. happy 21st yileong! :)

tomorrow i am working for the on-going pc show. damnit! i don't feel like going now. though i would be getting salary for my hardwork, but i felt so empty when the thought of waking up in the early morning. this time round, i am working under the same old company again! really damn sian! i don't really like the way of working pattern they had. but, i have no choice too. i agreed to work on the weekends, i can't break my promise too! shit!

anyway, it's the 2 weeks study break now :) finally we can rest.

2009-06-07T21:47:00.000-07:00

alright. i am trying hard to figure out what/how should i start with for REE. it can really drive one out while thinking. why are tests coming up non-stop? damnit!

but perhaps because it's the last week of school before the 2 weeks study break starts, i am beginning to slow down and slack. HAHAHA! i have more to go man! jiayou yeah! :)

all the best class :D

2009-06-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

alright. here for some updates again. i went to watch blood: the last vampire at causeway point. the trailer seems nice to me but the actual movie wasn't that great in the sense that too many animated scenes were used, and storyline wasn't very specific too. it is either my understanding worsen or it is the movie problem. HAHAHA!

recently, appetite wasn't that good. when the foods handed infont of me, i lost my appetite. when i am home, the feel of hunger is back. why?! i don't know too! foods was wasted and my gastric suffer.

yeah! finally the 2 weeks term break is round the corner! although what they said was term break, but by right should be 2 weeks study break man! right after the break is common test. but finally can laid down and have an proper rest :) too many reports, quizzes and tests is packing together, leaving no room for breather. week 7 is coming to an end, and REE test is drawing near too. ohyah! and the second maths written quiz falls on week 8 too! siannn!

as usual, pictures with all time buddy :)

with beautiful lesbian :P

she's my darling :)

sexy jimmy yeah? muhahahahaha! snapshot!

snapshot by ws :)

SEE! this is real painful can! don't see that the wound is small, but it is painful! it bled quite alot just now. but it dry up already. sucks! got to wear shoe tomorrow for thermo lab!

anyway, tomorrow, or, i should say later, after a few more hours to go, i am having a class outing! outing were always fun and enjoyable :) especially when there are mixtures of girls and guys, not just purely one party.

2009-06-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

alright. here to blog again.

went for the training just now. i don't know why playing with yl was okay but not with the girls. i don't understand. no conversation with them for sure. i totally have no idea what to talk to them. i can communicate with my classmates, but not them. why?

i felt boring. =.= nevermind. what done is done. HAHAHA! then went to macdonalds for dinner. don't really have appetite. i can't even finish a burger, and fries was left almost half-full too.

i find that i am still very low standard compared to them. HAIS! then yl said that after the nyp open, i am officially one of them. BUT, i have no confidence at all. having such low standard, and i am still thinking of getting in with his help. the feeling sucks to the core! hope everything will be fine after few trainings. :)

anyway, got back the HMT quiz paper. i passed! damn delighted! though sheila told me that i pass as sufi saw my paper. but, i don't believe at all! i didn't expect myself to pass that paper. HEHE! teacher told me that he thought i will do well for the paper. i thought i can too! but my understanding towards one of the question was totally cannot make it. >.<>

ohyah! i passed my maths too! it's isn't miracle! we copied, that's why we pass! full marks somemore! muhahahahahahaha!

upcoming REE paper, 25%! i should be preparing the tutorial for tomorrow. but i have no mood to do it now! lazyyyyy :D

tomorrow badminton.

2009-06-01T22:52:00.000-07:00

alright. today is the start of june already! time flies! OMG! recently, i had been doing the updates regularly :)

finally thermo paper is down. i slept for approximately 4 hours before i get up to prepare myself for school and war. HAHAHA! lucky i done the tutorials. hope that hardwork is being paid off. :) anyway, i don't used to do any tutorial for the past 1 year. but when it come to second year, i don't know why i am so hardworking suddenly. >.<

perhaps because my gpa dropped far too much as expected. HAIS!!!!

upcoming is REE paper, weightage of 25%!!! this is hell! REE is fun but tough.

actually i got photos with all-time buddies. but, i am lazy to upload! make it a overdue photo :)

HEHEHEH! tomorrow there is no lesson in the morning! hurrayyyyyyy! :D

hope everything will go smoothly yeah? training isn't going to be easy anymore. it's tough! hang in there ahhhhhh! :)

i love my class :D

2009-05-31T22:35:00.000-07:00

alright. i am having thermo test tomorrow. seriously, it suck! other than the first topic, the rest is driving me to the corner leaving no spaces left to breathe. despite the shortage of time, i am still here to blog. i should be crazy! HAHAHA!

anyway, i went for a short run yesterday. having slight ache all over the leg and my back! at least my mind is shut-down during the period of time. letting it to rest. i really need tons of rest! recently had been so stress and tiring. my determination is getting more and more weaker. i need more motivation.

2009-05-30T02:39:00.000-07:00

alright. here comes another weekend. time flies so fast that another 5 days of school draw to an end. next week is already the 7th week, which means that i had already attended 6 weeks of school. few more weeks to break and start preparing for the common test. ahhhh!

school is really tough! insufficient of sleep, not being able to eat properly, tons of things to be completed, weekly quiz/tests are driving me to grave! i am finding my wrist getting more and more bony. seems like a twist, and it would break into half. >.<

anyway, we have sorted out things. but, i still need more time. i felt a little awkward :)

i am timid when it come to facing someone after having conflicts/misunderstanding.

ohyah! happy 20th birthday weizong monster!!! :)

and happy 23th birthday shaoxin :)

some random pictures uploaded. sorry danial! i didn't expect my photo-taking to be so lousy. MUHAHAHAHAHA! if you guys were to look carefully, danial's eyes is always being covered and show only the mouth >.<>

beautiful lesbian :)

my all-time on standby cam-whored buddy!

danial!

RALPHY! he used to be soooooo cuteeeee! :P

beautiful lesbian :)

jiamin!!!!

and, i have a list of movies whereby i need to complete :)

=) Blood: the last vampire. (4th June)

=) The ghosts of Girlfriends Past (11th June)

=) Drag me to hell (11th June)

=) Hannah Montana the movie (18th June)

=) Transformers: revenge of the fallen (24th June)

=) Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs (2nd July)

the feeling sucks!

it felt so awful in times when narrow-minded occur!

the uneasiness, don't know when, who and where it is.

it doesn't mean the way the person thought it is.

2009-05-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

alright. my long awaited 100th post :)

finally, things are getting smoother after long. but there is still things which is not going smoothly. i don't really wish to state, but those who understand me might understand what i really wish to say. it's definitely not something about relationship.

i think you know who i mean too.

after reading through your blog, i understand something.

i didn't know what did i do to annoy you so much. i swear during the last part of training, i really can't managed to keep up. i was stress. i did not delibrately stop. i need time to adapt. but whenever you mention about wednesday, i was stress by you. i do not know how to face you.

i almost broke down after the reaction training. i cried because i was too stress. i don't dare to let you know. i tried my best to hold back the tears, so that you won't know. i really have the heart to train. but you don't see it. what shall i do?

i don't wish to use crying as a excuses.

2009-05-24T19:16:00.000-07:00

alright. caught night at the museum 2 with weiming and hazhim. the show was okay, not really up to the expectatation i wished. but overall was okay :)

and, yesterday was weijian's 21st birhtday celebration! happy belated weijian!

don't know how many centuries passed before so many of us finally met out other than badminton at dover. had an agreement to head for dover on the 16th june :) finally!

i miss the fun! and also the people there! HAHAHAHA!

another week going to start, but i am still slacking around. initially was okay, and now worsen. the feeling wasn't that great. ahhhhh! quizzes coming up one by one! maths quiz is due today at 1159, and i haven't even attempted once, thermo e-learning i also haven't done anything too. why?!

2009-05-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

alright. things are getting out of hand. school is giving lots of unsolved problems. everything in school seems to be so stress. i felt the tiredness accumulating in me. school starts only for a month and more, quiz, reports are driving me crazy and soon broke off.

insufficient of sleep, gastric pain are like rountines nowadays. seeing microsoft office is also another rountine of mine. i am tired, stress.

without standing at others point of view, things can't be straightened out. it's still forever there. no results can be seen. other than bursting everything out, i have no idea what can i do to clear off the burdens, stresses i felt. although it doesn't help much, but at least it does make a different :)

2009-05-17T22:05:00.000-07:00

alright. i realise i should really update my blog frequently. it seems like an dead city when i enter the address attitudefreak0the-me.blogspot.com.
there's a someone who kept critsizing me, so i got no choice but to do some updates. yeah mr BAO? HAHAHA! nothing much for this whole week except that on friday, we caught angels & demons with some of my classmates at cathay. movie was rather okay but a little too naggy.

movie was done and we went for dinner at PS, walked around town and there we headed home.

i am lazy to upload so many photo. having some photo up should look more lively yeah? HEHE!

weekends were like resting home day due to the long hours i had to spend in school studying. that's really terrible. second year is getting tougher and more stressful. hopefully it will turn out well :)

and, i love my class! CPT0806-c3 rocks! <3

i know i am being kind of random, but it's true! if i were to compare, other classes might not be that bonding compare to us :)

actually, tons of overdue pictures need to be uploaded! but, dues to my laziness, it had been accumulating up and not even being uploaded. HEHE!

okay. i am being so random again. jumping topic here and there without links. HAHAHA!

without any activities queueing up, blog are so dead. i guess it had been a month or longer since i met up with the cliques. they didn't look me up, and i didn't too. so, it's getting more distant now.

how to salvate a broken relationship? how?!

2009-05-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

alright. school had started for 3 weeks, and this week is drawing to an end too. recently, dues to insufficent sleep, school had been a pain and torture, and so concentration was totally out of control. at the same time, laptop is a must for my class everyday. despite the long hours of school, we still have the laptop burden clinging onto us.
oh school! spare us la hell bastard!

ohyah! happy sweet 18th daryl tham u jin! belated present for you alright :)

2009-05-03T01:37:00.000-07:00

alright. i felt being in an whirlpool.

heading for suting's 21st birthday celebration tomorrow held at her place. meeting up huijun, ziyan, soomui and peihong.

hope siew wei likes the bag :)

i had fun with the girlfriends at yuki yaki on the labour day. followed by chit-chatting, cam-whoring and some small little game running on nearby the flyer. it had been sometimes since we head out. we missed the last train, so we took 3N home. head for the 24hours coffeeshop nearby cck bus interchange for supper. of course some gossiping too :)

i don't know what's going on again.

time and time my mind is running wild.

i know i shouldn't be thinking about it.

but...

i can't control.

two different world.

it started to pour. slowly bit by bit, stronger and stronger, and just so indescribably. it just explain how i feel right now. how i wish i did not heard things i shouldn't had. it's getting out of control.

2009-04-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

alright. i went out to source for clement and caijuan's birthday presents. it really makes me crazy over this two. although i have presents in mind, but in reality, it's still difficult to get something whereby i like it, so that i can buy for them. HEHE!
then met up with the cliques. initially wanted for movie, but ended up nothing but lan-gaming. LOL! as usual, cabbed home again! it really cost me a bomb when town-CCk.

happy belated sweet 18th birthday CLEMENT TAN ZI EN and caijuan :]

and also to jolin jiejie :)

anyway, the outing makes me realise that

though we're together,

but the bonding seems to be dirfting further away the nearer it is.

i did not expect things to turn out this way.

the feeling of loneliness felt awful.

we used to be such a wonderful group.

and i do miss the fun.

when can it return to its original state once?

pondering...

2009-04-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

alright. 7 more entries to my long awaited 100th.
started school on monday. being with the long time no seen friends, it felt abit weird at first, but i felt extremely good when time passes. wednesday is not having any lesson! hurray! :)

and, i wanted so much to watch handsome suit lor. when can i watch this? friends told me that this show is awesome. i love comedy :D
and, i just borrow harry porter from a friend of mine. hope it's as awesome as how i felt about twilight saga series yeah? HEHE!
okay. let me list down my all-times favourite, which is a must watch/read for all okay! =)

MANGA & ANIME & BOOKS:
=) skipbeat.
=) slamdunk.
=) captain tsubasa.
=) dragonball.
=) naruto.
=) one piece.
=) prince of tennis.
=) d gray man.
=) smash!.
=) fruit basket.
=) flame of recca.
=) rave master.
=) digimon all series.
=) twilight saga series.
=) nancy dew.
=) journey to the centre of the earth.
=) runaway.
=) yakuza moon.

you see. i listed down so much, and i guess there's even more than that, and that's for sure. HAHAHAHA! i love reading, regardless comics nor books. :)
i love my laptop!!! :)

2009-04-20T00:16:00.000-07:00

alright. finally the food fair's over.

although the foods there were all ready cooked, but through the explanation towards the consumers, i believe i learnt quite alot. :)
firstly, i learnt how to make delicious chessy-peaunt-banana-toast or peanananuts toast?
secondly is the cajun potato wedges.

the smoky turkey ham chessy fondue :)

for the rest of the foods, i will try to learn it through the reecipe yeah? HAHAHA!
and, i love the MOOMOO! moomoo is sososo cute! i should had film down how it dance with the emcee. T.T

the MOOMOO's...

anyway, before the whole event ends, we were taking group photos, and suddenly a weird uncle dash out of sudden wishing to take a photo with us. the reason he gave was that " i love the kind of atmosphere you guys are having now. may i take a photo with you all? " and after the photo is snapped, he showed us chinese kungfu before he left. i was like, "HUH?" HAHAHA!
overall, i do had fun with the peoples. :) see you guys again!

with huijun :)

with jesslyn.

da chu!

the couple's chef.

new friends :)

he look like a girl-friend of mine name AJ. :P
as for the rest, during the group photos, i will introduce again :D

and, my left foot swell when i was home. i felt pains over my ankle yesterday when i was home. i thought i got a muscle pull or something, so i applied yokoyoko before i slept yesterday. i was feeling slightly better today before i left for work. meanwhile during the work, HAHAHA! the pain was back. till now while i am blogging, it sucks! still, i have to head for school tomorrow afternoon no matter what. ahhhhh!
it's a torture to have to walk from the station to the shitty blocks! awl~

can see the different? T.T

2009-04-18T01:17:00.000-07:00

alright. i am getting near to the 100th entries soon. i guess in another month, i can hit that. :)
yesterday was the start of the food fair. scolding was a sure sure thing when we were asked to gather outside the macafe. indeed! we got a pile of shit coming out from the in-charge. i was being assigned to breakfast booth instead of being a general bao everything. LOL!
but overall, it was fun i could say. do visit us at LOT1 shopping mall, level 1.
anyway, counting down to 2 days before school re-open!!!

note bao: i am doing the same old thing as what you're doing man. =.="

a photo from jason. i find it so nice :)

sort of unique to me :) different kind of street tags.

never will i ever think about it.

i know myself well enough for that.

no point.

2009-04-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

alright. i find it weird (:
joining beloved kevina for badminton tomorrow.
i hope it will be a fun-loving day :)
time for some sweating! i miss the day.

2009-04-14T19:57:00.000-07:00

alright.
nothing much happened. as usual being a home girl.
sleep, eat, anime-ing, facebook-ing.
i had been repeating the same old routines everyday without failed.

HAHAHA! i am quite proud of it too. able to withstand the kind of lifestyle everyday.

tomorrow i am heading for the training scheme provided for the upcoming food fair held at LOT1, which is chua chua kang, for those who don't know :)

hmmm! should i meet up with junsheng after the training leh? i am kind of lazy... >.<"

2009-04-12T11:14:00.000-07:00

alright. my current location is at joshua's house. we played mahjong, cards and watched movies. i stayed up the whole night doing all those things till each and everyone starts to feel the tiredness occupying them, while i am still wide awake alone blogging right now. HAHAHA!
seriously, that's kind of pathetic to say that. they were all still happily sleeping soundly, while i have to wait for them to wake up before i can be home. i am a road idiot, i don't know the way to the station from his house!!! HAIS! T.T

before all that mentioned, i attended fangquan's 21st advanced birthday celebration held at her place. so coincidence to see weihao there, and it's damn pack. she had so many peoples to enetertain till we self-entertained ourselves. HEHE!
overall, being with girlfriends were fun :)

2009-04-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

alright. time to blog i guess. HAHAHA!
seen my semester timetable recently. Monday is dread. lesson starts from 10am to 830pm. how am i going to survive through this kind of planning, with just an hour of breaktime. and by the time i reach home, i can bathe and jump into my bed with my blanket on sleeping already. shit the school! HAIS!!!

anyway, went to edison's house yesterday afternoon. he meant to get me helping him with don't know whatever thing. but, we're chatting about this and that while he's busy-ing with his stuffs. so, in conclusion, i was not taught with anything yet. HAHAHA! and i got free lunch too! >.< i have no idea what he's going to teach me so that i can help me out and earn some allowances for myself. he's great yeah? although he's abit fierce in some ways. HEHE! he also gave me a camera, it's only 3.2megapixels, having small screen. but seeing the photo taken, it's that bad like it seen. taken some photos of edison's house.

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pool table cum dinning table. LOL!

my glass of orange juice :)

since there's a camera in hand, definitely i need some photo-taking session for myself yeah? i can't be letting myself down :D

i am really tired. HEHE!

meeting girlfriends on saturday for fangquan's 21st advance birthday, and perhaps mahjong with the cliques after it. later on, having family gathering. woooot! but the car can only sit 4 peoples. giving us headache! no more hotpot culture? pondering...
it seems nice when edison's describe it to be. FOODS........... :) *saliva dripping*
andand, angeline came to my house just now to get herself my boots for her use at CPTC. and she got me this...

can you see the differences? using camera and phone camera to take. reddish-brown and brown. =.="
anyway, i guess this was a new flavor. hazelnut-chocolate. thanks geline for that :)

my all time favourite books. i am already at the last book. T.T
i want more~
and anohter all time favourite, COMICS! :)

2009-04-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

alright. nothing much to post except that i went for pool-ing with friends. it seems like that bunch of friends head for pool every saturday at bukit timah plaza. from what they said, it's kinda cheap. but i am not very sure whether it is or it's not. HAHAHA!
okay. some photos to be up for viewing. i don't wish for a dead bored blog. so photos is part of a blog yeah? HAHAHA! :)

HEHE! some postures i had secretly taken while they played. some didn't even notice they were being snapped. HOHO! kind of professional? LOL!

anyway, will be heading to fangquan's house on the 11th April for her advanced 21st birthday! really tired us out on what to get from her. from our point of view, she seems like having everytime a girl should possess? lols! >.< i guess it should be fun out with those girlfriends of mine :)
and, later around evening period, accompanying hannMEIMEI out to source for her schoolbag. seriously, i am lazy to go out, at that kind of hour. but, it's like so many decades since i went out with her, accompany her. HOHO! seeyou :)

before this entry ends, some self-taken photo yeah!!! :)

counting down to 15 days before the brand new school journey begins...

2009-04-03T17:46:00.000-07:00

alright. a normal week. other than reading, eating, sleeping, msn, watching tv, hanging out with the cliques, movies, yeah. this week doesn't seems to be that happening compared to last week or 2 weeks ago. as this kind of lifestyles goes, my vacation is coming to an end too. time seems to flies so fast just like an match burning out.
but i really got nothing to say. during this nearly 2 months of vacation, i was only rotting slacking home and not working. economic's bad and temporary job don't seems to like us that much. other than the IT show, and the coming 17-19, no jobs is available. spend like tap-water and nothing gain back. lol! before vacation starts, i had been thinking about how much income a job can bring in, and now, it's wishful thinking. HAHAHAH!

anyway, my paid had been delaying. i don't know when the pay comes. some told me today, then dragged down to saturday, and some even said next coming tuesday. hais!
i have never seen a company so slow and so incapable before. i swear! people sucks, company sucks, and everything about that company sucks!

ahhhh! better drift my thinking to something more happening. caught shinjuku incident yesterday. a pretty nice show. rate 3.5/5
those who like action pack style perhaps might like it :)
and, i bought eclipse and breaking dawn at kinokuniya too. got discount because of hui jun presence! and i started reading little by little rather than rushing through the thick ones in 2 days. HAHA!
alright. off to slack~

2009-04-01T22:49:00.000-07:00

alright. the start of another brand new month, april, which is april fool's day.

recently, i am so addicted in books. especially twilight. i guess i broke my own record. i can't believe it myself either. HAHA! i finished new moon, which is continuous of twilight, in just 2 days. i, myself is so proud of it too. LOL!
hmm... sad to say, i just finished the movie "twilight". i felt abit disappointed in a way that the movie was not that nice as compared to the storyline of the book. but, it does gave people warmth when you watch that. HEHE!
i am waiting for my friend to finish eclipse, which is the continue part of new moon. omg can! i am so addicted to reading now.

the 2 books that i really love :)

okay. so photos to be up for viewing during the bbq :)

he really bite me!!! T.T

well, i guess, the effect i wanted to made is there yeah? HAHAHA!

he is busy eating while this photo was taken. HAHAHA!

it's so difficult to drag him in the photo!

last but not least, my precious ham ham :)
last saturday, i just got my ham ham "benben" a new cage. since it's a girl, i got a pink color want. although i don't really fancy pink, but that cage looks great to me.

a brand new move my little ham ham learnt. the one above is the one zhengrong got me during my birthday. it already started to sleep the way the other of my ham ham sleep. HAHAHA!

okay. before i end ths entry, happy 21st to shuqing :)

2009-03-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

alright. it's been a week since i last blogged. i can say this week was very happening. programmes lining up for me to attend. on the 23rd, there's actually chalet held over at alola loyang with the cliques.
the chalet was quite alright until the last day of it. hmm. i guess i shall briefly touched on for which day.

3 little ladies :)

he's not the man.

i love you and he bites him. >.<

supper time! :)

time to sleep, but a group of night owl.

totally gone case liao.

being kissed without knowing? OMG!

he love crimson's foot. LOL!

what are they doing? LOL!

day 1

was pretty much boring~ HEHE!
when we stepped into the chalet, those guys who reached earlier were actually watching movie. then around evening time, we headed for our dinner, got so stuffs and arcade time!!!!! so long since i last played that.
ivan came to drive us back to the chalet. then around 1120, he drove us back for movie " paul blart: mall cop"
i remembered i was slightly unwell during day 1. but i can't really remember the process. but just know that i was unwell can liao. so the 2nd day morning, ivan meant to drive me to the mrt station so that i can cab home want. but that was so nice of hime to drive me all the way back to cck. lots of thanks ivan!!! :D

day 2

i came back to the chalet around evening time. that's so good of them to come fetch me! :D then we head towards the ntuc to grab somemore stuffs, as some foods/drinks were running low. eh! can you guys imagine having rice in chalet? HAHAHA! ours have okay~ mai siao siao. LOL!
when i reached, concern was given, and i really appreciated that. thanks guys!
i guess due to the medication, i can feel tiredness accumulated in me. and also because i can't have the bbq foods too. so i went to room for so rest. crimson cooked me some boiled hotdogs. woke up, and felt hungry. they drove me out for my dinner. got it back, finished and games was held inside the guys room. but becasue of the medication again, i can't drink. so punishment was totally nothing to do with me. muhahahahaha!

anyway, i was getting mixed up which day things are happening. LOL!
but never mind. those i mention do happened! :D

but what i remembered clearly is that, normal 3D2N chalet, we should be checking out on the wendesday morning. but then, what we were given was a 3 full days which made it to a 4D3N one. we were rushing everyone in the rushing, packed and go already. then we were being called back because they didn't notice the check out day. ohmygod! but i went home and head towards the chalet at night.
we had mahjong with huijun, heng, joshua and andersen. while en and huijun back for sleep; me, heng, joshua and andersen went for a walk and back to chalet around 6 plus. heng can't make it and down he go onto the sofa.
since we had nothing to do, we grabbed the uno-stacko and played. punishment was to drink! wa lau eh! can you imagine that joshua and andersen tag up and want to make me drunk lor!!!!! how can 2 guys gang up and want a girl to be dead lor! lucky i good! but then a cup down for a game is kind of harsh on me. i nearly drunk! they damn cheater de lor! bully a weak lady like me. muhahahahahaha!

you two better watch out! i sure will repay you 2 want!!!!!!!!!!!
go train your uno-stack0 ba!! muhahahahahahah!

then saturday, i went to kallang leisure mall to source for hamster cage and treats. then went to mushroom pot with granny, uncle and jiejie. after finishing, went to bugis to meet tze long, andersen. had some arcade and went down to grab movie tickets for "confession of a shopaholic" this is a very very worth watching show. from the start of the movie, it doesn't have any letdown scence. then went for so dim sum and home so home.

yesterday, i was having bbq with 0806 at east coast park.
met kinah and cs at lot1 then down to woodland to meet up the rest. everyone was late but kg was even later than us. took 966 and the ride took an hour to reach. on the way there, rain was so heavy that even the front was hard to be seen. pity the driver. HAHAHA!
until the reached the bus-stop, it was still drizzling. on the way to the pit, it started to stop and finally~ it stopped and we went on with the plan. had alot of photo-taking with them and it's fun. reached home about 12am.
photos will be uploaded in the next post :D
nights everyone!

2009-03-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

alright. i am heading for chalet later in hours time. just now, went to suntec carrefour with huijun, crimson, Andersen, qun en and heng to buy the foods needed for chalet. then we cab down to Andersen's place and leave the foods over at his place and went for dinner.
seriously, my appetite is getting so scary. for a normal girl, a bowl of noodle or a set of golden deal 1 is eventually enough to fill up the stomach. but it doesn't fill up mine at all. i had gastric yesterday, and now i am getting the slight pain of it again. ahhhhh! this sucks!

and, i felt guilty if i were to stay over at the chalet for the 3 days. leaving granny home alone is something which is find it damn bad to do. so what should i do man. i am scare to go home alone late too. because of a Indian wearing a cloth on top of its head. hmm. i know there's a name for it, but i don't know what it is too. LOL!
he was staring at me throughout the journey on the mrt to jurong east. wtf?!
then i deliberately went to another side to alight, and walk to slightly to the end to board the train towards marina bay. who knows, he followed me. when i boarded the train, then he hurrily walked back to the train towards joo koon.
then i was like WTF?! how pervert can a person like him be? and i felt so scare going home alone just now can. OMG! so if i were to go chalet and head home at night, it is kind of a nightmare to me can~ T.T

rainbow! :D

with elaine :)

i guess 2 photos should be more than enough? i am lazy to continue uploading photos man. it takes up time. HEHE! i don't deny i am a lazy bum. HOHOHO!
anyway, i am having a sudden nose block right now! i didn't know what happened too! yesterday, i did not have a good sleep too. sudden nose block and i woke up, getting cold~ T.T and now before i sleep, i can having the nose block too. plus the itchiness in my throat! ahhhhh~ i don't wish to be sick arh~

2009-03-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

alright. had been slacking throughout the holiday. recently, i found that i am becoming more and more ZAI liao. i don't really like stepping out of the house. i have no idea why too. i used to hang out with friends very often during weekends while i was still schooling. but now, oh my god! even walking to the market, and i find it so tiring to drag myself to do that. LOL!
went for pool at bukit timah with bingzhou, zong, weijian, weineng, brian, plus another person who i don't wish to state. i guessd we played for like 3 to 4 hours? HAHAHA! that's the first time i stayed inside the place for so long.

anyway, went for heng leong's advance 21st birthday celebration over at his place around 8 plus. me, elaine, brain and jeffrey attended that only. ivy can't make it dues to some family stuff. as for wilson, heard that he went out to sea. :)
bought him an adidas perfume cum gel and a coin purse. we have no idea what to get for him, so we bought something more usuable. i guess the two should be quite a good choice yeah? HAHAHA! hope you like it :)

ohyah! i will be having chalet on monday till wednesday with the cliques, and sunday bbq with 0806 :)

2009-03-19T04:52:00.000-07:00

alright. i was chatting with a friend just now. time really flies, because i had not seen him for 2 years or even longer. HAHAHA!
we chatted in msn and it touches the parts that not much people knows about it. maybe i had mention before, but i still felt like typing into words.
i miss her...
i don't know where had she been to. maybe she's just so near me that i don't even recongise her. maybe she is still young, and my memories of her had faded that i don't remember how she looked like. we used to play and fool around. everything in pairs, just like twinsisters.
the happiness did not last long. the sea took my precious her and it ends the happy moment with her.
how i wish you're here with me, creating more memories. our friendship should be hitting 10 years in 2009. but where are you? my memories for you stopped when i was 11. i remembered clearly regarding the situation. i guess i was the only one granted to leave the class, without being called back. i guess everyone knows that my heart hurts more than anyone who knew you. right?

2009-03-17T17:39:00.000-07:00

alright. finally the result is out. thanks god that i passed all. i know i won't be doing well, but still, i am still disappointed. i thought i can score better for IPC, but it drop to D+ instead. ahhh!
but at least my maths and CEP i manage to pass. having to fail my common test for maths and i got to pass my final paper. for CEP, i failed all the paper except the common test, while the final paper was kind of flunk and i can still score a C, i am contented already. i just can't accept the fact for IPC! AHHHH! and know what?!!!! my GPA drop like nobody's business can! HAIS!
but thanks guys for the encouragement given. i really appreciated :)

but never mind. i will try harder for the brand new year :)
anyway, next week might be meeting ahyi. it's been 6 years since i last seen her. i don't know how it feels to see someone who took care of me instead of my mum when i was staying in woodlands, which was just like hell. pondering...
we'll see when the time comes. HEHEHE!

2009-03-16T23:07:00.000-07:00

alright. tomorrow is the day the results release. that's what i heard from my friend. hais! my mind had been focusing on the IT fair for the past 4 days, so i don't even have the time to think about the result release. since it had already ended yesterday, and after a sleep, everything came back to mind. i am terrified right now. i can feel the stress accumulated inside me. can i do it?

2009-03-10T20:16:00.000-07:00

alright. here for a short post since i have so much time to spare. awww~ a week more before the results release. hais! please~ i don't wish fpr modules repeat. i don't ask for really good grades but just a pass.
yeah. some radom photos to be uploaded. can really see that i am FREE~ >.<

see! evidence to prove that i am so free to do this at home. HAHAHA!

nice atmosphere yeah? so reddish~ :D

anyway, take care andersen! all the best for the operation tomorrow :D

hope to see the perfectly fine you soon.

2009-03-07T01:17:00.000-08:00

alright. i should be staying home the whole day yesterday. but, because of the Compaq training, i have to deliberately go down to funan at 845. although i was late for less than 5 minutes, but the training did not start on time tool. it drag all the way till 9pm then it starts. issac, which was our in-charge said that this training won't last long as we got the PowerPoint slides in our thumb-drive, so we can go home and read through while he will sum up the necessary parts whereby we all need to know. but, it lasted for an hour. he went through the whole slides, chunk with lots of wording. hahaha!
but nevermind. luckily, aii suggested his boyfriend to drive me home as she's heading home and ziyan accompany his boyfriend to town. the ride home was kind of funny. listening to their conversation is quite fun though. HEHE! aii was there talking and talking and talking non-stop. i guess a relationship filled with laughter is always the sweet one. :)

anyway, i guess almost all my entries is all filled with words instead of tagging along with photos uh?
man! i am so lazy to upload photos up! but the main reasons is that i had been staying home, so where the hell can photo pop-out ya? HAHAHA! don't worry. there will be photos uploaded soon i got activites on this time round. i need to brighten up my blog~ :)

goodnight peeps :D

2009-03-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

alright. it just been few days since i last blog. actually, i have tons of time to do updating. but my hands and brain are just too lazy to click on blogger.com although the laptop is on, but only for use of gaming and video-ing. it's been a week since my vacation starts. i haven't got any job opportunities for the time moment. but, at least i have a back-up of IT-fair promoter for the upcoming one under digital-Asia "compacq".
as time is bad, so i shouldn't be picky over part-time job right? at least there's some income for me to spend as during holidays. no pocket money is given, and i felt so ashamed to sketch out my hand towards my daddy or granny to ask for money. i am hitting 21 and still asking for money, is just like a unfilial daughter/grand-daughter. so better source for jobs right now :)

anyway, i had been slacking home since the vacation starts, which means it's last Tuesday 24th February. after the paper ended, we stayed over for awhile to celebrate cheesiong and weishan's belated 19th birthday cum jiamin's 19th advanced birthday. then we decided to head for northpoint, which is located at yishun, for lunch and arcade :)
i guess our stay in the arcade was like 2 hours and longer? i have no idea time passes so fast that i did not even notice. HAHAHA! i guess when one is having fun, they themselves won't notice anything except fully concentrating on what he/she is doing.

other than Tuesday, the only day i went out was on Friday, which was on the 27th February to attend rein's 22nd birthday. that day wasn't a very fulfilling day for me. i seriously wasn't enjoying much dues to some conflict. that person might not had know that the words coming out from their mouth is actually something which a person who never ever think before anything shoots out from the mouth. hello?! please do think before you talk? giving advices which i know is better for the other party don't sounds wrong right? but i guess everything i said is rubbish. so, i will not interfere with anything anymore. i really hope that no more outing with couples happens again. i swear for sure that i won't attend any outing with couples which i detest! if you happen to see this entry, i am so sorry then. i don't give a damn too! what i care about is not you but the one beside you everytime!
seriously, although it happened days ago, coming to think of it make me mad! i don't know why i would encourage someone so close to me to jump into a trap when you know that it is a trap. the result i see before and after is so much different. the one so close to me seems like she's disappearing as time passes. she don't contact me so often anymore, asking me for company anymore. other than something urgent, then the phone will ring.
it changes so much. although you said that "friendship meant more to you than relationship" but in conclude, it will never outfight relationship no matter what. so our almost 11 years of friendship can't outfight someone less than half a year?

oh, anyway, i had been watching dragonball Z for the time being. even though this anime is something i should had watched during my primary school period, but i did not. so i am trying to cover back my childhood. :)
come to think of it, do i have childhood? my memories before primary 5 seems like hell to me. i don't remember any happiness but only miserable moment.

2009-02-23T22:08:00.000-08:00

alright. last paper before the start of long-term break, and there i come year 2 :)
please bless me! i don't ask much. i am just asking for a pass.
things ain't going smoothly still. i am still trap in the stress-filled world. i don't know how to escape. i guess until the clock strike 11am on 24th february 2009, which means the end of the paper. i am only left with less than 15 hours. i can't see my progress.
i miss my carefree life. 3 papers, i need to stress myself through the limits inorder to overcome the obstacles i am facing right now right here.
i really don't ask for much...

2009-02-20T19:06:00.000-08:00

alright. living in a stress-filled world. when it comes to exam, mind, body and heart felt so tired, so stress. both the papers i took stress me out. i am now at the verge of carrying module to second year which i don't wish for it to happen. whywhywhy? things are not going smoothly for me. regarding love, study or whatever stuffs.
my heart felt so empty. having a big load which can't be remove. when the thought of exam, studying, i start to suffocate.

anyway, happy 21st birthday ziyan!
may all your dream comes true.
love you lots and miss you :)

2009-02-18T20:50:00.000-08:00

alright. i have the feel to blog. hours back, i just had my first paper MATHEMATICS. that's my weakest link. i tried the revision papers, which is so much easier than the exact paper. Oh-my-god! i really hope i don't have to repeat modules. please!
i definitely will miss my classmates! although the bonding wasn't that great initially. but it is getting better as times goes. i do enjoyed myself for the passed months being with the class. although they're quite young, but it's fun-being. HAHAHA!thanks alot guys :)

why it is this way?

people don't treasure.

they only treasure it when they lose it.

i don't understand why human beings are acting this way.

i don't deny i am the kind of person too.

it is so hard for each of everyone to change.

why? i don't it this way.

but there is no chance for any unwinding like watching an show.

can i say things are fated and it can't be changed?

i hoped it can.

see! it goes till the maximum it can already okay~ :)

*so proud of us :)*

sakinah is so tiny >.<

2009-02-12T01:31:00.000-08:00

alright. been 2 weeks and a day since i last updated this deadly blog. i used to update so frequently and find it so interesting and fun to type and update. though it's really fun to do typing but without any photos tagging seems so dull. so i decided not to update my blog. HOHOHO!

but, wanted so much to to vent out!!!! CEP, MATHS and IPC, all this modules require calculation! but my calculation sucks! ohmygoodnesssake!

currently i am focusing on my CEP right now. it's giving me headache la! damn challenging de lor. OMGOMGOMG!!!

follow by maths, which is another weakest link~ when it comes to calculation, i felt like pushing my head to bang the wall so that it can enlight me and bring my brain to an higher level. though it sounds really weird, but i really hope so. awl~

felt kind of stress right now la! T.T bless me okay?

i am struggling for this semester! T.T

really hope that there's no carrying of extra module for year 2 nah......

love is something so unexpectedly and so unpredictable.

it comes and goes whenever it wants.

signal is shown but not being notice,

as it is too mild.

2009-01-21T00:21:00.000-08:00

alright. i know i had not been updating my blog. i don't know why too. but for sure i am lazy to do updating. same old problem. i still have to wait for photos to be uploading, or else the blog seems so blank, simple and deadly just full of words throughout the whole entry.

lately had been so busy because of so many quizes, tests and even presentation. how time flies. it's alright near the end of January soon, and a almost a month passed 2009, and i am heading up to year 2 soon too. it's going so fast that at time, it's so suffocating and stressful. insufficient of sleep, schoolwork piling up as if collecting newspaper for the needy.
i used to complain how working life is so boring and dead. but now, being in school is good that we have flexible timing, and also learning new skills and new friends. but working have income whereby i can get whatever items i want, although i still need to think but it's still affordable for me. now, hais! short of cash is always coming out of my mouth. students are really poor chap. seriously!

anyway, now, i should be looking through the communication skill notes and memorising them. but i am blogging right now. this is ridiculous. i had been slacking throughout the whole semester. i don't used to be this way last semester. what's wrong with me? the enthusiasm towards studies comes and goes as it like. this is torturing arh!
gambatte alright cuiwen!!! :)
i must not carry any module! i must successfully proceed to second year with clean records.

actually, i creates this entry is because i find that life is really unpredictable. it can be so sudden and shocking! with such a little information and some little warning can lead to great consequences.
please friends and families, please take good care of yourself okay?! you cannot predict within the next seconds, minutues, hours, days, weeks, years, what might happened to your beloved ones. cherish them when you're given the chance. don't wait till the chance is being taken away, and you starts to regret why you didn't treasure the moments.

take care ivan. we'll always be here for you always. despite the little time we have together lately, we're still the best cliques of all :)

2009-01-01T01:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2009 TO ALL! MAY ALL YOUR DREAM COME TRUE! STAY HAPPY AND PRETTY/HANDSOME always.
another 25 days to lunar new year! hope that everyone got lotslots of angbao coming into pocket. HOHOHOHOHO!

anyway, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY qiii!!! finally you're stepping into the world of the 20. happy to be old? LOLs! and of course happy new year to you too! may you successfully graduate from RP~ HEHE!hope you like what i got for you. enjoy this special day given :P

eh. something to share, Christmas eve was spent outside with friends ton-ing. met for movie "ip man", which was really a awesome movie which everyone should not miss! serious! trust me man! this movie combine action and comedy. a really worth it movie :)

follow by dinner at a Myanmar restaurant. the foods there are quite tasty and the prices is reasonable too. but the services there really can't make it. how dare they forgotten about my order when i ordered right infront of the waiter. can't be it right? arrghhh~

then here comes the last stop of the day. i assume it is but, it's actually not! the pub we went to was packed with peoples. there's no seats for us at all. wasted so much time walking seriously pissed me off.
since no pubs is available, we bought liquor and sprite, set down for cards, drinking and cam-whoring.

some photos to be posted for the celebration of Christmas eve.

caught them gambling! horhor!!!

group 1

group 2

group 3

group 4

ohman! zhenzi's coming~

damn effect. :)

weird outcome.

alright. there's something wrong with the blooger.

2008-12-23T23:51:00.000-08:00

alright. been weeks since i last updated. nothing much really happened recently, other then me, staying home like a mummy's girl rather than heading outside to spend money like tap water. i am broke right now! there're so many BIRTHDAYS, means that money have to be out getting present. SHIT! but seeing a smile on that particular person when they receive the present feels rather good, so forget it. HAHAHA!

anyway, i had been home watching dramas and reading comics. lately, i am hooked to a comic "skipbeat!!!". although i read this comic before, but it do bring laughter to me. i guess no matter how many times i flip through this book, it don't fail to bring laughter around. i would recommend this to comic lover. this is something you should never miss man. HEHE!

*hey evaine! SEE! it's those kind of hunk you love for comic neh. you should really give it a read man! it's damn funny :) you can't imagine how nice this can be!! =D

and, i'm also watching the singapore drama "LITTLE NYONYA". okay. i admit that i can roughly predict what might happen to the lead actress. she's not going to be together with the guy he love. hello~ this sucks can! asshole director!

ohyah! i had been back to some badminton training with yileong. although it's tough right now, but i enjoyed it. okay, i am kind of crazy/insane or what.HOHOHO! it had been ages since i last exercised. so now, i am going through the kind of aches it happens when agressive exercise is done. but no matter what, it's still worth it. :)
i am hoping to get back to the team if it's possible. it's not that i am not interested in running anymore. but thinking about the training given is kind of bored and the coacj don't give a damn to the long-distance runners. see! he's biased! so i don't really like him from the starts. muhahahahaha!

i would be updating any photos for this entry. it's kinda frustrated waiting for it to load and lazy to give it a title for every photos updated. but typing is still my love. HOHOHOHOHO!
anyway, tomorrow we are having a advance christmas celebration. movies, foods, and some entertainment. hopefully, it's going to be a fruitful day ah`

2008-12-07T02:34:00.000-08:00

alright. i am coming just for a very short post. i will only be back to blog after my CT finish, which falls on next thursday. so continue to stay tune to

attitudefreak0the-me.blogspot.com

HAHAHAHA! okay. i admit that i am indeed lame. lols!

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY RAFFERTY!!!

anyway, within hours time, i'll be heading towards sentosa with my friends for my belated celebration as so unlucky, it falls on a monday. HEHE! but can you imagine, i am staying home on my birthday? thanks potential for asking me out on the actual day. although we do meet up, but i went off earlier than what i expect. but still thanks no matter what.

ohyah! talking about the IT fair last week. it was crowded with people but i doubt they are getting any stuffs due to the financial crisis? our sales sucks during the weekdays, including friday. the other dell's booth are all packed with customers but not ours. WHYWHYWHY?! although it's already a past, but i am still so unhappy with it. because, it sure affect my salaries!!! asshole them! somemore still come all the way to our booth, right infront of us to snatch our customers. hello!!!! you think we're blind iszit? but nevermind. we're kind people, so we foegive that motherfucker. but know what?!!!! this time round time, he went overboard. he's talking to a customer infront of our display. then he bring the customer to his booth. where in hell can you find such a bastard? somemore he look like at ET to me lor. shitass!!!!!

umm. it meant to be a short post. now, after all the shooting-out, it turns into kind of a long-winded post right now. haha! but since i blog some parts of what i should be blogging after my CT, please stop saying that it's a dead blog alright? i felt so sad man. LOLs!

anyway, thanks for those who gave me present!!! so grateful to all you guys.

ohohoh! i watched four christmases yesterday. it's a pretty nice movie. funny and lame at first. in between was a kinda touching parts for a short moment and back to the usual funny one. and for those who havent watch chihuahua, please go straight to the cinema and watch it!!! it's sososososo cute!!! :D

okayokay. it's time for me to turn in. i need to wake up early tomorrow T.T

nightnights peeps! =)

(ohman! it's such a long post today >.<)

2008-11-22T10:02:00.000-08:00

alright. MORNING! it's already 5 days since after i blogged.
hais! recently had been quite stressful. my teacher kept asking me to quit my part-time job. without a part-time job, means no income. no income, means cannot buy nice stuffs/foods. but having part-time job makes me so tiring on monday dues to the early morning lesson, somemore it's communication skill. a damn bloody boring module inside the super freezing room.

but never mind. i request to rest for this week so as to enjoy myself and relax. then thursday, went bugis with heng leong to get my advanced birthday present! ^_^ since he said that he don't know what to get for me, i requested to get some clothings for myself! i am so happy having new clothings. thanks so much brother! *another few months to 31st march :D

ohyah! from what huijun said, we might be celebrating my birthday on 7th december at sentosa!!! ahhhhh~ finally i can get myself tanned. having such a white face seems like a ghost. HOHOHOHOHO! thanks so much huijun! thanks so much for planning the timing for me. i love you girl. HEHEHE!
looking forward to the coming day with you guys. muacks! :D

hopefully, i can be as cheerful as before.

perhaps leaving me alone, this would make me good.

2008-11-17T01:30:00.000-08:00

alright. i am back! i know my blog is dying soon~ but good stuffs must wait de right? WAHAHAHA!

first thing first, i had been so damn busy throughout this month. schedule are so pack. going to school, working, out with friends etc. SEE! i had become a damn busy girl, but without any incomes. SHITass!

since i dont know what to say, photos time then. >.<

working at suntec's carrefour.

this is nice. for those who seen this picture before, endure man! WAHAHAHA!

the back-faced me.

i love the stupidness of us. :D

pathetic potential. >.<
i love to bully potential :P

with huijun. i love this to the max :D:D:D

another one with huijun. she love this! :)

with jobby didi. HAHAHAHA!

with potential before he cuts his hair.

after his haircut. LOLs!!! :P

he's definitely a heavy pig!

okay. i am done uploading those pictures taking with them. now, it's time for some with my classmates and colleagues. HEHE! enjoy :D

taken with chris~

what am i doing? -.-"

taken with my long-term partner CP :D

taken with ralphy DAXIONG.

friends.

and lastly, some zilian photo. HEHE!

on my way to work.

back home. HAHAHA!

can you imagine how my life is right now? it's fun! HAHAHA!
but for the sake of enjoying ourselves, some sacrifices have to be made inorder for real enjoyment. right?

i don't know why.

but i felt weird.

at times, i felt so helpless.

why can't things be simple?

why must it be so complicated?

i don't know why once again.

BUT,

what i know was i love simplicity.

i can't live with complication.

2008-11-09T23:48:00.000-08:00

alright. i had not been updating recently, not because i have no activities. it's just that i am super tired to on my laptop to blog. although i am tired right now, but i must not let people say that my blog's dead!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!! so i'm back with a smiling face :D <----- SEE!

[SEE JT! my blog's back! and your blog's dead too!]

ahhhh! it's like what the fuck la! i was done typing and i found that the modem was disconnected! and now, i have to re-typed everything once again! freaking hell shit!
anyway, i love daddy for getting me the SE W760i (RED). having a camera phone with me is heaven. HEHEHE! okay. nothing much to blog actually. i shall end here. stay tune for more. :)

badminton tomorrow! =)

counting down to 22 days.

you guys should know what to do.

be prepared! =D

2008-10-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

alright. my blog seems so dead nowadays. i am really lazy to post without any pictures! having chunks of wording makes the blog bored. =.=

hey you! please grant me a new phone with camera please!!!!! T.T i am so not use without a camera phone by my side. no photos being take, means my life is so not fill with any entertainment. everyone can say but photos tells how fun an outing with friends is. i really missed the cam-whoring with them.

recently, life seems so lifeless too! other than going to school, most of the time, i was staying at home. even the 4 days of so call holiday, i was hiding inside my small little cottage home. i am lazy~~~~~ HEHEHE!!!

ohyah! i still have congrat huijun and xiaoJi hor. stay happy and sweet :D

and you too E_ _ _ _ _ and DAPAU :) stay sweet you this 2 sweet little lovebirdys~

ahhhh~ seeing others in love make me fell so jealous too~ how nice if i could be too. HAHAHA! but i know the life. so i rather day-dream :D

24 October 2008.

girls :D

with the bride and groom.

first.

second.

isn't this creative? but do not touch. -.-

closer view.

another awesome one.

LOVES!

what's feeling all about? can it be describe in sentences?

i don't know.

2008-10-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

alright. another post to wish another friend a happy 20th birthday! -.-
okay. lately, the day i would post falls on friend's birthday. i am so lazy to post! without a phone with camera definitely sucks! a entries without photos is not allow in attitudefreak0the-me.blogspot! although there are some entries with just chunk of words. oh yah!!! said so much and i haven't mention who's the special one today. >.<

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY sun xiao su qun en CHICKEN!!! :)

may all your dreams come true!

living in a world of happiness!

enjoying your life in attachment! (although it's not. WAHAHAHA!)

anyway, later i am heading down to orchard for xiaoji celebration cum a belated celebration for jason. :)

p/s : there's some problem with my posting. the time now i am posting is actually 4.27PM, 24th October 2008, Friday.

2008-10-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

alright. first thing first is to wish our precious I.C

JASON TANG, a happy 21st birthday!!! :)

may all your dreams come true! and definitely for you to find your ideal girlfriend as what you had been dreaming of. HAHAHA! and next friday, the late celebration for you :)

please be handsomely dress ah! don't tell me you're a hunk by nature! or even a cutie pie with caramel cream >.<

anyway, i skipped work today. HAHA! i don't feel like pushing myself down all the way to holland viallage, just to stand there for 8 hours and then back home. this is something stupid and lame. since hengleong called and asked me out, so i tag along with them for singing :)

okay la. i had fun singing as don't know how many donkey years passed since i last step into kbox. heyhey! JE entertainment's kbox is officially close down today! so don't bother to go down there for k-session anymore >.<>

had some arcades and went back home alone since both of them ride bike. i don't like biking, so i choose to take MRT.HAHAHA! saw HL, so some basketball games before i go home. perspire alot! so long since i last sweaty! it feels good :)

actually have quite a number of late-coming photos coming up. but was so so so lazy to upload. HEHE! next time round i suppose.

dang dang dang dang!

stay tune to attitudefreak0the-me.blogspot.com for more interesting information. thank you for you kindly supports.

dang dang dang dang.

2008-10-14T23:26:00.000-07:00

alright. finally my laptop's back with me. although it was being re-formatted, but at least it was being save after it. okay. being so sad that every single photos, music, videos, etc were all gone. just like memories being erased off from the part of me. HAHA! but overall, it's better than not having a laptop to use right? HEHEHE!

the only thing i can do is to work hard taking photos, creating more memories with every single of my friends, families and lastly myself of course :)

and yeah holy shit... school reopen already! i am having morning lessons from monday to friday! last semester, we had at least a 2 days of 12-5pm. ohmygoodnesssake! waking up in the morning is a torture to me can! although we ended school earlier, but almost all my friends are all in school. where can i go instead of going home to rest or slacking around or surfing Internet? being home to wait for friend to end school, then meet them again? awww! the feeling of dragging my lazy legs out of the house is awful. HAHAHA! i am a lazy person! so rather than going out, i am sleeping like an piggy home. :)

HAHAHA! anyway, edison's wedding was fun! i was running around having foods :) if only evaine can joined us that day, it will even be more enjoyable. although it's fun without her la. but with her presence, it gonna be even better la. foods were alright, red wine okayokay. but the whole wedding was damn funny la. filled with laughter throughout the night, although it lasted for afew hours only. photos will be uploaded at later stage. =)

photos session :D

table 29!

edison and michelle :)

the gifts.

with ziyan :)

the girls.

once again, the girls :D

i love myself :D

with beng.

with ah ma.

with da bo.

HAHAHA! darren lim wei beng. he's my brother. :)

cutie granny :D

edison's living room. so simple and nice!!!

can i have this too? -.-

heels of the day =)

the rest of the photos will be uploaded soon. stay tune :)

2008-10-11T23:06:00.000-07:00

alright. my laptop is still in the verge of dying. hoping that the recovery disc can helps, so that i won't be home so bored. HEHE! i wish to update too, but the situation don't allow me to do so. but since I'm now at edison's home, with laptop and desktop around, i am here :)

lately, i do have activities with friends. but no photos to be uploaded T.T as mention in my previous few entries, i lost my precious w910i. although i do have friends who can capture photos for me, but now, even my laptop is down! grrrrr!
please recover soon okay? WAHAHAHA! :)

anyway, it's Edison's wedding tomorrow :) definitely photos will be uploaded soon soon soon!
and school is re-opening within another 49 hours. shit! didn't realise time passes so fast!
oh yah! i got french as my elective! i forgotten to opt for japanese! oh man~ french leh!
okayokay. i got to finish my dinner first. it's getting cold.

goo0dbye :)

ohohoh! kevina! be strong :)

2008-10-03T01:12:00.000-07:00

alright. 5 days since i last posted. i had activities going round, but was kind of lazy to type. anyway, i lost my precious w910i on tuesday, when i was rushing myself to meet the rests with huijun and evaine. we were late, so i wanted to give them a call asking where to meet them since we already reached cityhall, already half-way through at citylink. i tried searching for the phone inside my rubbish big bag, and the phone was no where to be seen. so i assume that i might drop it inside the mrt since i was holding it in my hand. i rush myself towards the control station for some hope as the phone was ringing instead of being off. but i was too late! the phone was off, means that it's gone forever, and i am sure it is.

this incident spoiled my day, but for that moment. during dinner, i was slightly back to normal. it's ivan birthday celebration. i can't be indulging myself there and make everyone worried right? HEHE! thanks people who give concern! appreciated :)

okay. we had billy bomber for dinner at marina square. headed for some arcade afterward. arcade was so funn!!! with their accompanies, any games is definitely fun. HEHE! then we had some bowling games after arcade. bowling was fun too! afterall, i could says i enjoyed myself :) although losing my phone make me feel down, but with their company and encouragement, i felt relieved. thanks once again.

anyway, we stayed overnight at marina as we ended our games around 3plus in the late night. somemore it was raining, without umbrella, where else can we go other than staying there to wait for the first train/bus? rein, heng, joshua and somemore to go, left for the last train. while zhiyu and jason went off first as they need to wake up early for work. follow by ivan, alan and crimson. while the rest, and that's us, we stay over and play cards. HAHAHA!

and, not much photos was taken since i lost my phone. shit! but at least we had afew photo taken. or else my blog gonna be bury with words. HAHAHA! other photo will be uploaded next time :)

all of us :)

with xiaoji :)

with shannon :)

both of them are giving me stupid faces. =.="

ivan's present. hope he like it :) my hardwork.

the special guy on 29/09/08 :)

the late0coming photo. but i love it :)

anyway, tomorrow is my first day working under colgate. hope it can go smoothly :) do pray for me. HEHE!

PS. i want you to be totally out of me, so i would be relieved :)

2008-09-28T22:31:00.000-07:00

alright. had been busy working for the past few days. at the same time, i am lazy! HEHE! touching on more about my job, i got the job by kevina's recommendation. i should know it feels like an warehousing job but it's actually sort of admin. i can't really describe it in full details. l0ls!

it's located at potong pasir. it's actually nearby my da gu po house. it's so so so far~ now then i know boon keng was so so so faraway from my home. >.<>

the people there were quite nice and friendly too :D

anyway, i got another part time job as a colgate promoter. i know it's kind of lame, but yes! it's really promoting colgate, the toothpaste. i didn't know toothbrush and toothpaste needs promotion. HAHA! but because of that, i got myself extra incomes too. thanks carol! muack! :)

ohyah! i was giving out flyers on behalf of our company. flyer distributing sucks to the max!!! i swear i won't take up this kind of job anymore even it offer me with good rates! 4 hours and i need to give out a total of 2000 copies. shit! but never mind! it's over :)

photo session.

that's the path to my workplace. scary huh? HAHA!

the toilet.

with kevina :)

the biggest keychain i ever seen. you can said that i'm mountain turtle. lols!

spicy chicken karage ramen from ramen ten. it's quite hot. T.T

blue lime soda plus my favourite cherry :)

the outing with them :)

she look shock? or enjoy? >.<

her expression was just right :)

i was retarded.

with uncle andersen :)

the 3s.

mE of course :)

edible dumpling? HAHA!

this is how the internal looks like. so it's edible. HAHA!

the first time i seen de BAN GE BAO :)

with kevina.

my pose looks weird. =.="

i'm with shannon's cap :)

zijie didi got a new hairstyle :P

he can fight for the most children face with evaine liao. muhahahahahaha! =)

another 1 hour 29 minutes to ivan's 20th birthday :)

anyway, kevina has a new name noob-bi-lian. the matter of how it's pronounce rather than how it's written. :)
and picture tells everything.

another 1 hour 29 minutes to ivan and jia wen's 20th birthday :)

just for you :)

2008-09-25T01:31:00.000-07:00

alright. lately, i am far too lazy to post. but for the sake of someone and also helping out my granny, i drag myself forward. see! so wei da of me. HEHE!

okayokay! stop the craps!

actually here to wish DARLING a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!

finally you're able to watch m18's show already. WAHAHAHA! anyway, when you happen to browse through my blog, i am letting you know that i won't be giving you any birthday message!!! let your heart itchy abit. HEHE! give you a thought that i had forgotten your birthday, while i didn't! :))) as for present, i really don't know what to get for you neh. i doubt you have any items in your waiting lists. so rich of your auntie!!! HAHAHA! give me more time. let it be a belated one, just like mine. LOLs! =PP since my mission is done, i am turning in! tomorrow there's a training early morning at town! i am lacking of sleepness can~ sweety bed! here i come!!! nightnights people :)

2008-09-22T03:42:00.000-07:00

raining cats and dogs at around 220 am.

a very randomly post before i turn in :)

2008-09-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

alright.

firstly, granny's 65th birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! muacks! :)

secondly, Den's 21st birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! mature stage liao :)

i had my first meal at 450pm, and my second meal came along not long after my first meal, which is is like 520pm? holyshit! i had steamboat for dinner with families to celebrate granny's birthday. after that, michellejie had a sudden craving for badminton!!! ohman! that was tiring~ but hope she enjoyed herself :)

that's the end of my day :D

lovely day :)

2008-09-20T18:37:00.000-07:00

alright. first of all, i would want to say " i am still having the nerd nerd hair ".

HAHA! okay. seriously, i don't have the mood to really blog as i am so bloody lazy to even on the computer, let alone to blog. see! i am that lazy. WAHAHAHA! but since i had so much fun yesterday, having photos everywhere, cum the zyChickenhead asking for photos, i am here :)

first thing first we had yesterday was going down to rp to surprise our precious hui jun. it was her 20th birthday yesterday. seriously, students of RP, please report to school can~ when there's a need, you were all not in school. =.="

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY LIM HUI JUN :)

hope you do like our arrangement, present and cake :)

we then head towards cathay to meet up with the rest for sushi buffet, 日本村. the service there is kinda slow, retarded, but the foods there is nice. more variety of foods, drinks, etc. but i still prefer sakae sushi to that. hohoho!

yeah. i suggest playing pool because i wanted some photohunt for myself and soo mui. i do played a few rounds, as i was a rookie to pool, so the outcome was predicted. LOLs! but i do won one round can~ while i play against xiaoJi. even though it was by luck, but i still won :)

we ended our game about 8plus, took 124 to PS, meet hui jun at parkmall's fish & co, walk to cathay to meet up with the rests. i got abit fed-up due to crimson. he just don't know how to take care of himself. i said for his good, and what i got back was insult. okay, fine!

the movie ended around 12 plus to 1am. while a group was smoking, we were thinking where to go. suddenly, i felt hungry! jason suggest having beadcurd豆花 at parklane. yeah! the stuffs there is nice, except the 油条. i find it tasteless even it's hot. never mind! luckily i got half of it from ivan, and thats it. HOHO! i got myself a cup of 豆花水cum 豆花.

we chit-chatted awhile there before we end for the day. accompanied hui jun to the bus-stop where her night-rider is, back to the usual bus-stop for our night-rider, home sweet home :)

it's photo-session! although not much photo were taken, some were banned from posting. haha! enjoy people! :DD

with the sexy birthday girl huijun.

the 3 girls. :)

with the scary at RP.

the-mE and angeline toh jia hao :)
we accidentally bump into her outside cineleisure :)

sorry chickenHead! i really wanted to post it up. :P

another photo with the birthday girl, but in retro form. l0ls!

the only acer. =P
but without his presence, the day won't be fun. :)

with heng.

3 tall bodyguards + the shortie cutie pie soo mui. =)

trying to be a emo nerdy. HAHA!

our shadows :D

the end of our outing for 19th September 2008.

with last long seen suTing. :)

the girls at bugis station.

with ziyan at amk kbox :)

peeping tom? >.<

byebye everyone =D

reminiscing

2008-09-15T03:13:00.000-07:00

alright. i browse through a blog just now regarding a girl who lost her bestie when she was primary 6. this incident of hers bring back memories of my bestie too. god took her away from me when i was primary 4. listening to this song "我的快乐" while posting this. it had been repeated for countless time. i just don't get sick of this song. it brings back memories which i don't wish to face sometimes. though it hurts, but i still love listening.

i believe tears significant to washing off the unhappiness every person has. so before unhappiness or sadness befall, cherish them before it's too late. nothing is predictable. when it's gone, nothing can be exchanged back for it.

*evaine! go for it! we'll be there for you whenever you need us.

it's not that i wanted to tell tale over here. but i really hope i can be someone who will treasure the people around me. i had been a stubborn, attitude girl. but there's still people surrounding me tolerated this kind of me. thanks!
i will definitely remember all of you for lifetime. :)

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first day of work.

2008-09-14T02:36:00.000-07:00

alright. today is my first day reporting for work at cck LOT1 de watson. i
won't go into details since i already plan for a shorter post. i can only describe the place as a desert, the people there as transparent. can you imagine Saturday, whereby almost all are not working, watson, which is a place where everyone will go, and there's no crowds at all! WALAUEH! i can really faint working there! shitttt!!!!! *angry!* so after seeing what i had mention, you all should know how my sales are right?

ahhhh! never mind! it's over :) hoping for a better tomorrow!

ohyah! mui and zijie came over to my house on the 12th! :) it's ther first visit can~ even ziyan and aii didn't step into my house before neh. honour right? WAHAHAHA!

recently, i had been stepping into the basketball court to enjoy the perspiring and the fun with lots of people. although dumping mui and zijie at a side sitting. HOHOHO! so sorry~ >.<

anyway, i enjoyed myself with both their company =) hope you two too!

okay. photos time. enjoy~ :)

is this mE? OMG! this is not! definitely not! >.<
the money i spent on cosmetics. shit!

this biscuit is nice, not too sweet and cripsy! do take note and give it a try! recommended :DDD

made up of countless candles. but i am not involve in doing that. HOHOHO! i was busy playing my cards >.<
as mention above, i did not participate in doing, but i do involve when comes to taking photos. HEHEHE! =P

this is damn nice!

:D

the combination looks weird but nice? WAHAHAHA. don't make any sense in this sentence.

nights everybody!

2008-09-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

alright. afew hours back, around afternoon time, i went for a skincare interview at capitol building. i undergo the training given, and i only have a word to describe, and that's "shit!". it's the ever job i seen which need to memorise so many products and their usuage. ohman!!!

then i need to wait for their reply to see which branch i am being posted to. i was praying to be at town area, so that i can join any friends after work to chill off. but i got a bad one! i was being posted to CCK lot1! that was a shitty place can~ i been to the watson outlet there. the people there sucks! although it's nearby my house, but it's just so far far away from town!!! who can i go out with after work, instead of my home sweet home? eh >.<>.<>

anyway, after the training, ziyan was waiting for me outside the office. we then head towards sim lim square to collect the headset that i owe, had laksa outside OG, shopping at bugis, bought a black shoe for work purpose, waited for zijieDIDI and uncle andersen to reach, then it's dinner time!!! ohmygoodness! i am a pig! lastly, pool! i am getting worse.
2+: long john silver
5+:laksa
8+:handmade noodle
9+ after my main course, dessert! :D

and now it's 1.46am, i am feeling hungry once again! ahhhhhhH! i am getting fatter sooner or later. just that the time is not ripe yet. HAHAHA!

ohyah! i got all those necessary make-up just now, with the help of aii and ziyan. i felt so reluctant of the thought of putting on make-up! so troublesome! arghhhh!

a pink one from ziJie didi!

damn bloody small coin purse! cute!!!! :DDD

with the little pinkish toy.

okay!
P/S: thanks zijie for the toy and shirt! i do like it very much! don't worry alright?

things can't be force.
if it don't meant to be yours, no matter how hard you try, struggling through,
it will never be yours.

2008-09-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

alright. for the past few days, i had been sitting infront of my laptop chiong-ing my drama. i turn in when the sun rising, wake up when the sun settling. i need to tune my time back if i successfully got the job recommended by ziyan. i am going down for interview later and also collect the headset i owed the customer. hai yo, so troublesome can~

anyway, i got my hair rebonded on monday. with ziyan, her cousin plus another 2 which i don't know. should i say i look sort of a nerdy right now? ohmygosh! please grow~ HAHAHA! since i didn't take any photos, nothing for you all to see. LOLs! for those who had seen my nerdy hair before, please don't laugh!
(but i doubt for the time being, people who does read my blog, nobody had seen it before)
so for now, i am just capping around. HAHA!

while i was concentrating watching my drama, kevina called. she's asking me if i would like to meet her later as she just knock off from work. i wanted to drag her to watch 4bia (it's going to stop screening soon!) but the time slot was like so shitty! T.T so i was thinking of dragging ziyan tomorrow after the interview. but i doubt she will agree to that! watching journey to the center of the world can make her jump, so i foresee that 4bia might lead her into tears when she comes out of the theatre. WAHAHAHA! so who can accompany me to the show then? ahhhh! so frustrated can~ grrrrr! ohyah! there's one show "mirror" screening soon. base on the trailer advertising on tv, it seems nice and scary enough~ ^^ this time round, i won't miss out any show liao la!!! T.T

lastly, i had been receiving messages regarding track training. i don't know since how many centuries passed whereby i last attend my training. i think i was being selected for the ivp, which is coming on the october or november this year. but i doubt this time round, i am out again. HAHA! i have the mood to slack for not train. i can only apologise for that. :(

all the best trackmates! :)

remorseful

2008-09-06T16:53:00.000-07:00

alright. yesterday i had outing with the guys and girls. firstly, we had yuki yaki for dinner at marina square. then our next plan was to move on to town, either cineleisure or the cathay for movie. i wanted to watch 4bia so much!!! it's going to off screening already and i haven't had the chance to watch it. =.=" we had quite afew of movies in mind like "Bangkok dangerous", "make it happen" and "forgetting sarah marshall". initially i chose bangkok dangerous, a action pack movie. but jason and zhiyu were already inside the cinema watching. -.- so i said make it happen. then ivan told jason cineleisure but he want cathay since they were over there right now. so the only choice last is forgetting sarah marshall, a comedy/romance show, M18. i wanted so much to book online but hui jun laptop was flat, another one can't browse internet. left with no choice but to get our ass down to the cathay to book it. time was running out. when we reach DG, ivan started running, so i ran too. in the end, i was the one running to buy the ticket first while ivan was running to the restroom!!! ohmygoodness! i was all covered with sweat when i reached while the rest was like happily slowly coming up to meet me. awwww! but i do manage to get 9 tickets =D

regarding the show, before we went in, soo mui was the only one whereby the ticket checker asked for IC as it was a M18 show. HAHAHA! we were laughing like hell can >.<

hmm! i don't know how to comment on this show. i can say it's funny but the storyline was not there. but at least it makes us laugh like nobody business. HEHE!

the movie ended around 2am? we then head towards sim lim to have our supper. after everything done, stomach filled, here comes the rain. it was drizzling initially. but it became heavier and heavier while we were walking back to the bus-stop. we were all drench~ using shawl to cover-up is definitely a stupid choice that we made. the raindrops still went through the shawl and we were still wet. so next time, please don't even think of using a shawl when it's raining. good advice here. must listen :)

reach home at about 5am, bath, read through some stories, i'm down! HAHAHA! then i woke up at about 4plus in the afternoon? i am a piggy pig! =PPP

see! i was drench!

she was tired! please don't kill me when you see this picture! >.<

thanks so much for the help!!! you might not know who you are but thanks!!! :)

2008-09-05T01:16:00.000-07:00

note: sorry for the vulgarities found in this post. i am so annoyed by the laptop of mine!!!

alright. first of all, MY LAPTOP IS GIVING ME TONS OF RUBBISH!!! i restarted the laptop twice before it's back to its fucking normal state without hanging. ain't that a piece of fucking shit?!!! while i was happily discussing the activities for tomorrow with the rests, it HANG! eventually i thought i was opening too many windows which causes the hang. but who knows after i am back from my tv, which was about 15 minutes long, it was still hanging happily there! grrrrrr! *frustrated*

till now i don't dare to log in into msn. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! so frustrated la! i wanted to load my show, so i got to endure without the msn for the day. T.T i don't wish for anymore of the "hanging" of the bloody laptop. i will dote on you more alright? please be a good one throughout the lifetime okayyyyy? =DDD

anyway, having another outing with the rest later! i'm already looking forward to it :) so pity that zijie didi won't be able to join us later. he's now at hong kong with his don't know what conference? HAHAHA! and i insisted him to get me a gigantic teddy bear >.<>

ohyah! finally i had my room cleared with rubbishs which shouldn't exists. even i myself find it much more presentable when all those useless stuffs are being clear off. HEHEHE! alright! i'll be back to my show again! nights people!

hey-ya! this's my granny! isn't she cute with my shade on? =DDD

hohoho! those who came to my house before, isn't this better?

for a person who don't sleep early, easily hungry, those are the supplies needed.

2008-09-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

alright. today, i find myself to be an obedient grand-daughter. except morning i went to yishun to pass the headset to a customer of mine, had breakfast with ziJie since he's flying to hong kong, i had been home sleeping like a log. actually i should be meeting soonTat and chenPeng out at later stage. but i didn't know they were just out for shopping their jeans and whatever stuffs. so i think the trip should be a fast one since they already decided what to buy and where to grab that.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY UNCLE ANDERSEN!!!!!

touching on yesterday, i caughed wall-e with aii, ziyan, shannon, zijie and xiaoji. initially, there's only me, aii, ziyan and zijie. but since yesterday i meet xiaoji at sim lim square to collect customers headset, i drag him with me too. he's hard to please alright? HAHAHA! but in the end, he still lost! i manage to drag him along with me =DDD then to my and xiaoji surprise, another person was there, and it's shannon! ziyan told me that it's ivan can~ there's a big big differences in them can~ HAHAHA! wall-e is a pretty nice show, although not much conversation was done since wall-e is a robot. wall-e is kinda cute and clumsy though it don't talk. hmm! it do talk! "e..va(high pitch!)" that's the only word it says throughout the movie. HAHAHA! but the movie was worth the money. so guys and girls, gogogo!!! what you waiting for? waiting for christmas?

"somtimes we really need to control our temper and not being so stubborn in certain issue. now then i know being stubborn do carry some impact in life. i find that i'll be getting better after incident that happened. "

hey peeps! wait for the brand new mE alright? i'll be changing in time.

anyway, i miss you!

ohyah! i had chesse prata at bukit timah plaza. that was nice!!!

(肉丸+肉头汤) + 白饭


do you know this damn bloody fair leg belongs to who? seriously! other than jason, he's the only friend whose leg is so fair and that's SHANNON!!!
please don't whack me when you browse through my blog alright? =PPP

with 2 monkeys =)

yoyoyo! i'm the first to take individual photo with him alright? =PPP
and he's damn ai sui de can!!!

my new friends!!! muacks!!! =D

another 3 hours 15 minutes for the arrival of another brand new day!

2008-09-01T17:15:00.000-07:00

alright. the time now is 3.55pm according the my laptop timing. the moment i stepped into my house, it's about 810am. last few days, i was working in the IT fair COMEX 2008, DELL booth. that was actually the first time i am selling laptop. to me, i find it kinda difficult. but i do manage to sell some too. that was luckily. HAHAHA!

okay. now, what i wanted to say is to apologise to jas0n, which is my IC for the last few days during the comex show.
although during the show, things happened, i drop tears there, but i still enjoyed the 4 working days there. after the show ended, i had at talk with mui. she told me how attitude am i and i myself do know that my attitude was utterly bad. i really don't mean to react that way. I'M SORRY!!! i will definitely try to correct that part of me =DDD. i really hope you don't mind.

anyway, as mention above, after the show ended, we set off for our activities. initially, i plan to go for k-session with the rest of the DELL's mates. but after listening to their voice on the 3rd day of the show, i decided a change of plan. everyone voice was just like the singapore singer AHDU. how can they sing with that kind of voice right? so i changed to movie 4bia. everyone was fine with my plan till dickson told me that he already caugh that show before us. i was left with no choice but to change to another movie. but i think even god don't grant us for a movie screening. in the end, we all decided not to watch movie, no k-session. we decided to go for a makan session at a cafe "新旺", which locate at Marina Square.

we had fun over there eating and chit-chatting. although the guys and girls had separate seats, but we're just nearby each other. HAHAHA! so when the clock hits 12, we all starts singing the birthday song for SOOMUI, while the rest of the teenagers there also join in the fun. then so coincidence that there's another 2 ladies, whom birthday fall on the same date as soomui. since they join in the fun with us, so do us too. HEHE!!! :)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SOOMUI!!! I LOVE YOU CUTIE!

after the makan, we can't think of anywhere to go. so you all know that girls love to cam-whore, which i love it to the max. we were thinking of taking weird photos, which i also love to the max! =] while the guys who don't really cam-whore, were all being drag in to have photographs with us. while ziyan is the cameraGirl of the day. HAHA! although her camera was 3.2megapixels, but it like to jam and hang here and there. but never mind. we got to thanks her for being the camera person even though she volunteer to do that =P then we wander around and decided to find a place nearby to chit chat till the first bus comes. that's the end of our day. everyone was tired and all fall alseep soundly during our trip back home sweet home =)

photos of the day :D

[trying to be high up! :)]

LOVE!

[they guys and the girls]

last shot before the sky brights up

the 88's

the 88's girls

emoing in street! :)

with the birthday girl

zijie and the-mE

our mrcolin is trying to act cute with me. HAHA!

i am in love with FOODS!

photo with the toilet fan >.<

my baked rice :D

my drink! it's nice :)

night scenery

630 am scenery

last of all, the dirty floor of the COMEX =.="

hurrayyyy!

2008-08-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

alright. i am feeling so happy right now! finally all the papers are down, which means holiday! but talking about today's paper, i think it's gonna be a piece of shit. i only have a word to describe, and that's FLUNK! can you imagine when you enter the hall with some confident, then when you flip through the paper, you only have a word and that is "die!" i didn't except the whole paper to be an 4 out of 5 essay questions. i was really disappointed in myself! i studied and memorise so hard and yet when comes to exam, my brain was only left with empty shell where everything was gone within minutes. hais! so at this time, i can only pray for an pass, and i am satisfied.

oh yah! hey jimmy! do you think i can overtake you this time round? HAHAHA!

never mind! i should concentration on playing hard then brooding over the exams. since nothing can be change, let me just enjoy my one month plus 12 days of holiday =D

anyway, i finally got a chance to watch "journey to the centre of the earth"! that was so nice and funny can! but ziyan told me i missed the most heart-rending part. whereby they discoverd sean's daddy corpse, who has gone missing for several years. i actually missed such an important part! grrrrr! seriously, from the time it start screening, i find the whole movie so interesting. normally the initial start of the film, you might find it boring. but "journey to the centre of the earth" really rocks! it really worth the money. :]

after the movie, we went over to bugis looking out for present. i already have somethig in mind what i wants to buy. but due to the large variety of designs for us to choose, headache reaches out for us. SHIT! but as we walk around, we saw a shop, we went in, and that is where my headache come again. we kept walking in and out of the 2 particular shops for comparison. so sorry that i can't reveal the shop name. present is to be given out to someone who does read up my blog. HAHA! although the person know who it is. after hours of, we still stick to the initial one. shit! then we head towards bugis street for some shopping, taken some photos and home sweet home =]

PS: thanks for the company today alright? i enjoyed myself so much ziyan! muack!!!!! =DDDD

her come your photo girl. =P

the us =DDD

[attempting for a kiss :P)

difinitely some photos of myself too. HEHE!

(unglam pose)

anyway, comex is round the corner. do come down to visit peeps! :D another day more to its arrival!

i am so interested in this dress =D loves!